i imagine his hands are warm
they fit so perfectly in mine
my mood would instantly transform
and everything would be fine
i imagine his smile
so beautiful and bright
if everything was dark for a while
i'd know it would all be alright
but then i'm back here
in my cold, empty bed
for a man that holds me dear
only exists in my head
Apr 19, 2020
Apr 19, 2020 at 9:37 PM UTC
In your eyes, I see a contrast of hues that paint the windows of your soul like stained glass paints the inner walls of a church in the early rays of morning - a kaleidoscope of heavenly light.
Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 6:35 PM UTC
The heat is becoming unbearable.
[average repair cost $488]
I'm manually cranking the window
[1998 Chevy S-10]
While Dad drives me to the store.
I'm craving Nutella
[Great Value Hazelnut Spread]
And pomegranates seeds.
[only one container without mold]
I hope Mom doesn't mind the price.
Turning 22 this year;
[also a model from 1998]
I hope to start on Testosterone
[again]
And maybe learn to drive
Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 11:40 AM UTC
the scorching summer sun
makes the day almost unbearable
even the plants agree
the sun needs to **** off
I guess its not the sun's fault
it's just doing its thing
but maybe it could tone it down a bit
since our sunscreen was washed away
it could be worse though;
the summer storms could roll through
flooding the countryside in a muddy wave
and leaving us trapped underwater
the floods didn't use to be common,
but now they happen every year
sometimes i jokingly wonder aloud
who forgot to turn off the hose
so I'll just sit in front of my fan
wishing we had ac
and longing for ice cream
that has already melted
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 11:17 AM UTC
your tears fall free
and mingle with mine
creating a stream of sorrow,
flooding the world around us
i sink beneath the waters
and our tears fill my lungs
all i can breathe is the sadness
brought forth by my own hand
but grief is not forever
and one day these tears will evaporate,
leaving condensation on my window
and eventually become a cool spring rain
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 11:15 AM UTC
the rain beats against the window;
a nice calming melody plays
i watch the morning sun
refract off the drops of water
and turn into a rainbow
oh, to be like the rain
and receive the sun's flame,
combined we would make
the most beautiful rainbow
and the world would see our love
but instead, i am like the earth
basking in the sun's light;
feeling their warmth
but unable to create something so beautiful
as the rainbow they make with the rain
so i will sit here beside the window,
watching the rain fall with a sigh
and when i have collected myself
i will go back to my cozy bed
and think about my plants
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 11:12 AM UTC
as the sun goes down
the dark night creeps
and shadows consume all
leaving me helpless
even though i'm alone,
my heart beats still
and i shall fill your void
with the sound of seas
waves crash upon the shore
spraying me with droplets
and the world said
i will be alright
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 11:14 AM UTC
my heart has learn'd
but not my mind
memories flood through,
causing pain and sorrow
that which was once joyous
is now a shadow in my brain
why is it that a thought
can bring me to my knees?
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 11:11 AM UTC
I sometimes am afraid
To go outside
Because there is a high chance
Of being trampled by elephants
They roam the streets
Seemingly peaceful to the untrained eye
But these elephants can turn on a dime
And crush you underfoot
The only way to be safe around them
Is to wear an elephant mask
And crush the mask-less with them
Filling you with guilt
I sometimes am afraid
To go outside
Because there is a high chance
Of being trampled by elephants
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 10:21 AM UTC
I thought I would be afraid to tell you
I don’t love you anymore.
At least, not in the way I used to.
But it came out easily,
Just like it did
When I told you I loved you
for the first time.
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 2:26 PM UTC