Today today
Will be a good day
Nothing will get in my way
Oct 12, 2015
Oct 12, 2015 at 1:48 AM UTC
It still hurts..
How do you forget
the thing that crushed your heart?
The pain is still there,
haunting me.
It goes away,
but it always come back.
and it still hurts the same way it hurt before
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 5:00 AM UTC
Why? Why? Why?
Why you leave?
Why you gave up?
Are you in pain also?
Did you cried also?
I don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard to forget, all the memories. But every word I hear, every place I go, every time I close my eyes. All of it. reminds me of you, of us.
I am trying to forget you. I'm trying to go on with my life without you.
I don't cry myself to sleep anymore.
I can stop myself from calling you.
But...
Why can't I, why can't I...
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 4:56 AM UTC
I want to live on a cloud
Where life isn't hard,
And people aren't cruel
Or accidentally life destroying.
**** this world.*
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 4:31 AM UTC
Please don't call me beautiful
When I am marked by beastly scars
When I have accepted the true aspect of what's real
Until you have seen the true magnitude of my chaos that expresses true horror
Please don't teach me that I'm worth it
When I have finally gave up on myself
When I know that I'm a mishap that doesn't fit
Until you have seen my perspective of this world-death
Please don't feed me lies that I'm kind-hearted
When I punish myself for being who I am
When I can't find a reason why I started
Because I'm am swiped as an awful scam
Please don't spit in my face that I'm authentic
When I know my smiles are fake
When my face is stained and I just say I'm sick
And I'm the only thing I hate
And please don't stuff that word acceptable into me
When I know I'm a misfit for being a non-conformist
And I know I can't run free
When I'm under society's rule of dictatorship
But if you see my scars
The emptiness of emotions in my eyes
Please know I'm voyaging in a war
And when I have lost, note my last sigh
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 4:30 AM UTC
There are times when, I want to beg you to come back,
beg you to try, us, again.
I'm down on my knees, saying, please don't let me go,
please chase me, please.
I love you so much that it hurts.
It hurts to see you're alright without us.
I want to shout, 4 years!
And you just gave up.
Did I do something wrong?
Am I not enough?
Is there someone else?
Did you really loved me?
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 4:27 AM UTC
I'm Leaving now
let this be a lesion
To all who think that words don't matter
How could you look her in the eyes say you love her
she knows you lie
why not come clean what's the point
all she wanted was for you to try
burry her in the finest silk
tell her she's beautiful before her make up begins to wilt
all she wanted was for something to be real
Now she's gone what will you say
to the mother that walks your way
You smile again but it biter sweet this time
When a daughter takes her own damb life
tell her she's pretty, take her out to eat, dance with her
let her stand on your feet
don't turn your back and pull out a flask
all she wanted was for something to last
I'll make this quick you wont have to stay
close your eyes and float away
go to her it will be ok
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 4:17 AM UTC
“It happens like this.
"One day you meet someone and for some inexplicable reason, you feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else--closer to them than your closest family. Perhaps this person carries within them an angel--one sent to you for some higher purpose; to teach you an important lesson or to keep you safe during a perilous time. What you must do is trust in them--even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering--the reason for their presence will become clear in due time."
Though here is a word of warning--you may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep. Their purpose isn't to save you but to show you how to save yourself. And once this is fulfilled; the halo lifts and the angel leaves their body as the person exits your life. They will be a stranger to you once more.
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It's so dark right now, I can't see any light around me.
That's because the light is coming from you. You can't see it but everyone else can.”
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 1:55 AM UTC