My body feels heavy
like an anchor that pulls my soul down
I feel a tear that I have been avoiding
like a silent cry for mercy
I see the resentment tearing us apart
so much wider and more invincible than the ocean
I wish I could change that natural course of things
I wish I could run fast enough to escape
but somehow it always gets to me
Jun 1, 2025
Jun 1, 2025 at 11:49 AM UTC
we blindly pray for a greater God
we sacrifice ourselves for a greater good
we search for a meaning
we hope to find
we hope for hope, indeed
still, we are fatally condemned
no salvation
no miracles
no blessings in disguise
just life as it is
as it pushes us to the edge
as it dismantles itself
as it shows its naked flesh
Apr 11, 2025
Apr 11, 2025 at 4:51 PM UTC
How long is it necessary to mourn for the person you once were?
How long is it necessary to mourn for the person you wish you were but, for some reason, you could never become?
Apr 11, 2025
Apr 11, 2025 at 4:51 PM UTC
one thing about it is that it inevitably fades
while we run
in the mountains
while hands open
to hold
in vain
and hands close
and mouths open gasping for air
and mouths close again in a hopeless kiss
it is not painful
you still laugh
you still believe
your hands pairing in the air
airplanes flying
flowers blooming and dying
but can't you see, my dear?
it faded
May 21, 2024
May 21, 2024 at 7:26 PM UTC
I dreamt of skyscrapers
and landscapes
I dreamt of the height
and, often, I dreamt of the fall
I dreamt of guilt and forgiveness
of blurred memories and lost hopes
I waited for the spring
I waited for a change
yet it never came
still, I linger on
somehow
Jan 22, 2024
Jan 22, 2024 at 7:04 PM UTC
Is this all?
Is this all that we made?
So far
In the daylight she blooms
She blooms into a lonely night
Right in front of me
I’ll fade into a painful goodbye
Into a warn day
Either sorrow or sunflower
Dec 14, 2023
Dec 14, 2023 at 2:10 PM UTC
Still a little left
Still a sip or two
Still a laugh or ten
Your eyes judging my sins,
Your pale blue eyes
Your remains
That disturbs my peace
Outside
The dog barks insistently
I hope It will not mind
Sep 30, 2023
Sep 30, 2023 at 8:38 PM UTC
I wanna memorize every line of your face
I wanna save this moment in a phrase
So when our time ends
And your touch fades away
I'll still have a memory of you
And that's what will keep me going through
Jun 24, 2022
Jun 24, 2022 at 8:51 PM UTC
limpid watercourse
bird's melody
soft wind in the trees
the light side of the moon
your mind, your body, you
insanely beautiful
the way you move your hands
reminds me of the time
we were free
Apr 25, 2022
Apr 25, 2022 at 7:48 PM UTC
She was inconstant like the stars
She was older than time
Such a beautiful mess she is
Dec 23, 2021
Dec 23, 2021 at 8:35 PM UTC