I tried to live a perfect life,
but soon I came to see
that no human is flawless,
and few are worse than me.
I climbed the highest mountain,
I met you at the top,
we sang as stars were shining,
and I never wished to stop.
That is the brightest moment
I'll remember when I'm gone:
not at all a holy night,
but such a special one.
Jul 10, 2019
Jul 10, 2019 at 3:30 PM UTC
You can't always be happy
even though you want to be,
the world is just so pretty
and that's all you want to see.
Life will leave you hopeless
and also drive you mad,
so can't always be happy,
but you can't always be sad.
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 5:02 AM UTC
I miss you, dear, a little,
a little but too much.
I miss your eyes, your shining smile,
I miss your tender touch.
When I think of your laugh at night,
and everything you do,
I realise, I miss your hugs
and every part of you.
Jul 5, 2019
Jul 5, 2019 at 4:09 AM UTC
Nothing here,
nothing to see,
no one else
but you and me.
In darkness I
can't see your face,
and panic tears
have left no trace.
Later I'll
know what to say;
another life,
another day.
I thought it then,
I wonder now,
how it went wrong,
and mostly why.
You turn around,
I walk away.
I want to go.
I want to stay.
I'll keep breathing,
but to what cost?
The story of us:
Forever lost.
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 7:18 AM UTC
Night is the time for weakness
when it's okay to cry,
to scream until your mouth is sour,
to let your facade die.
In the corner your bedroom
no one can see your pain,
and no one will ever hear
what you shout inside your brain.
Night is the time for healing,
for your mind to rest and grow,
when your days are all too stressful,
and your self-love is too low.
Alone inside the darkness
you can seek and find your way,
so when the sun is rising
you'll get through another day.
Jul 2, 2019
Jul 2, 2019 at 6:00 AM UTC
you are on my mind again
and i cannot forget.
your secrets fill my mind again,
the things that i regret.
your smile is glowing in the dark
but i dont feel a thing.
my friend is on my mind again
but i cant breathe you in.
you are in my thoughts again,
i know what we became,
but i still wish you saw me here
and tried to stay the same.
the space between our hearts is long
and i know what im not.
we are on my mind again,
but i think you forgot.
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 10:35 AM UTC
Don't panic, you will be okay,
with time you'll get a brighter day.
The sun will shine on Earth, and you
will show the world what you can do.
Don't be afraid, you'll be okay,
you'll search and find a better way.
It will take time, it might take years,
but you will win over your fears.
Trust me, you are not alone,
and you are stronger than you know.
Listen now to what I say:
You'll cry but you will be okay.
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 6:20 AM UTC
I saw you there at midnight,
so far up on the hill,
the stars danced all around you
but you were standing still.
Your hair was soaked in moonlight,
and your eyes were shining, too.
You gazed at the world's wonders,
but me? I looked at you.
I saw you there at midnight,
when the sky was glowing blue.
We shared that time together,
and you never even knew.
Then you walked your own way,
a way I'd never see,
and I never got to tell you,
what that night meant to me.
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 1:59 PM UTC