peggy
South African
peggy radebe born 26 feb 1989 in a farm called hueningspruit in free state south africa born the only childof mom and dad / never sat in one place and therefore it was hard getting to know people easily,so i would write my emotions and how i feel wen im lonely or bored or just write something for a friend jst to let them know that im thinking of them. / / ive never been a talkative person so i let my fingers do the talking for me and it gives me pleasure because alot of people appreciate me and the thoughts i produce on paper
I need myself back
I've been to virulent places
Beyond my choices
Just so that I can please the pack
I need myself back
I've changed my hair,shoes,clothes, food
And went loose all in the name of the pack
When did the statutes printed in my mind get erased
The conscience that I used to have went blank
Oh how I need myself back
I dont know how I got side tracked
Coz being part of the pack has made me lose tact
I have wondered into a world that has me sacked
I feel trapped
All because of the pack
But now I realise that joining the pack
Was a threat to myself
So I need myself back
I want my sense back
Ps Radebe.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 2:59 PM UTC
When life as opening buds is sweet,
And golden hopes the fancy greet,
And Youth prepares his joys to meet,--
Alas! how hard it is to die!
When just is seized some valued prize,
And duties press, and tender ties
Forbid the soul from earth to rise,--
How awful then it is to die!
When, one by one, those ties are torn,
And friend from friend is snatched forlorn,
And man is left alone to mourn,--
Ah then, how easy 'tis to die!
When faith is firm, and conscience clear,
And words of peace the spirit cheer,
And visioned glories half appear,--
'Tis joy, 'tis triumph then to die.
When trembling limbs refuse their weight,
And films, slow gathering, dim the sight,
And clouds obscure the mental light,--
'Tis nature's precious boon to die.
Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 9:31 AM UTC
Lil Bug living your life on a lifeline
running around getting food to survive
now you're going around not knowing your fate
or if you'll make it home cos you know you're not safe
anything & everything is the enemy
when it looks at you, first thing that comes to its mind is "time to eat"
in a split second you are devoured & its the end
so Lil bug be careful, there's a hand & someones feet
when they see you all they think about is that "it's time to ****
you are not safe Lil bug in this big world
that even human beings have difficulty living in
but you are very brave cos you swallow your fear
and face the world as it is
like a soldier in the battlefield
you are ready for anything
so Lil bug go on living your life
cos Lil bug we only survive here on earth by faith
SP. Radebe
Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 9:29 AM UTC
You played some music & you took a glimpse at me
Those steps you took to get to me, had me wondering
When you stare into my eyes
What are you thinking?
When you stare at my lips
What are you wishing?
When im with you
How do you feel?
Have you felt like this recently
If yes, how come it changed so quickly?
Tell me the reason why you want me near
What makes you want to see me again?
What is it
That is written on ur mind
That is so unclear but in plain sight
When you first saw me
Did your heart beat as fast?
As the beat you are dropping now as you sitting behind the counter in that seat
The beat that I heard you playing that day we met on Kasi streets
I can spend my day racing questions in this pool of memory
The ones you take me back to when you play those melodies
But il never have the answers, only uncertainty
So I'll leave that up to you
To do the reasoning
If you know what I mean
Jan 30, 2013
Jan 30, 2013 at 6:04 AM UTC
Yesterday I wrote a poem about Ike
You see; Ike made me go
Weak in the knees
Even though
His scent made me sneeze
But that's just minor things
Coz you see
His heart was hotter than warm
He had a sense of humour
Greater than Trevor Noah's
Ha ha
He had a fetish for feet
He said he'll buy me a ring
For my toe
Its a pity though
That me & Ike were a fling
That only lasted something like 10 minutes
Coz he was waiting for his order
At a Mike's kitchen counter
As his wife took a departure
To the rest room near the storeroom
To freshen up n put some powder
And returned to find me laughing my lungs out
As Ike changed his posture
And acted like he was the most innocent man on earth
S.P Radebe
Jan 29, 2013
Jan 29, 2013 at 4:33 AM UTC
I fell one day
and i couldn't get up again
My head was there
my feet, arms and body was everywhere
the worst part is that
my heart was uncovered
lying over there
even Humpty Dumpty's cracks
were so neat you could repair
i watched my pieces lying everywhere
people passed by but
they didn't seem to care
no one asked whats wrong
no they didn't dare
as my pieces were lying everywhere
My pieces
that seemed to be beyond repair
but i heard a voice say
i am not alone
and..
help is on the way
These pieces
human eyes could not see
But God said to me
I will put every piece back where it is suppose to be
i will fix you because you belong to me
i will be there and never go away
all because i am The Lord God
ALMIGHTY!
Sep 5, 2011
Sep 5, 2011 at 9:40 AM UTC
Particular thoughts tickle my dome
like the day my thumb got stuck in my mouth
and how long it took me to get it out
or when Betty stole my doll but i knew
coz i didn't like it at all
and when all i ate was a peanut butter jelly roll
coz it was the only thing i ever enjoyed
it's amazing how i have grown
how i've gone from dressing dolls to dressing myself
making sure i look good for the boys
instead of Barbie looking good for Ken
I walk through castles and dont build them anymore
dont chase butterflies
coz i already feel them in me
when Nick comes running along
dont believe in fairy tales
coz reality has struck me today alot
growing up takes a lot of time and effort
and looking down memory lane brings me joy
when i wake up in the moring
and find us cuddling in our spot
Sep 5, 2011
Sep 5, 2011 at 9:13 AM UTC
like a piece of paper
printed-stored in a dark file
then -after a while placed inside a shredder
that how useless i felt
when our love went through the wire
it doesnt matter how much i couldve prayed
but i had fallen pray
of this cycle of life that happens day by day
like a piece of paper
i got recycled-re vived again
as to become useful to somone
out there
willing to make me appreciated again
turning me into something different
making me feel useful again
pegz (c)
Jan 19, 2010
Jan 19, 2010 at 1:29 AM UTC
shhh let me tell you a secret
a share of my experiences
let me let you in on what i do behind closed doors,curtains and walls
allow me to confide in you my greatest regrets
my greatest adventures
my timeless conquests
i hope you can hear me
for these walls have ears
and this secret i have been holding onto for ages
should be for your ears only
my feelings seem to be burning with passion,affection and attraction
my eyes have ben fixed on you since the day i knew you
the thing is that im too proud and cant stand rejection
but i know that if you were mine life would be like a simple journey
out of space
back to earth
in the sea
then out to dry land again
it would resemble wonderland
you would be that path that shows me where love is again
the one who replaces my heart and makes me live again
i've always kept this secret
coz i didnt know how you would react as i dilute this
onto you as a solvent of this deep emotional aura im in
would it realy solve this problem
would this make you gracefully tuck my body into your arms
so that i can feel like no harm will ever come by when its just you and i
just you and i
Jan 19, 2010
Jan 19, 2010 at 12:33 AM UTC