To the mum that never was.
You gave birth to me.
You should have raised me like the precious gift that I was.
Instead you took that gift,
Threw it in to the darkness.
Threw me right into the lions den.
So so little. I was easy prey.
To the enemies inside our home.
You allowed them to destroy that precious gift you were given.
So to the mum that never was.
You will never have that gift back.
That precious little called gift called me.
Has now grown.
I choose that gift.
I choose me.
Jul 7, 2021
Jul 7, 2021 at 5:46 AM UTC
I'm trying to do the right thing,
Cut the ******* out.
Invite only the most honest people,
No one in between.
No half measures,
You're loyal or your not.
I KNOW I AM
Feb 15, 2021
Feb 15, 2021 at 5:03 PM UTC
I wish I could call you,
Hear your voice,
Just one more time.
I wish I could call you,
Tell you that I care,
Tell you that I need you.
Oh god, I wish I could call you,
But i cant,
You're not there.
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 2:48 PM UTC
Sometimes there is a sadness in me,
One I cant explain,
Like a dark cloud,
On a cold stormy night,
My eyes weep tears,
And my breath becomes deep,
There is a sadness in me,
One I dont want to keep
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 2:00 PM UTC
You were the one,
The only one,
I felt safe with.
The only one,
I truly trusted.
The only one,
Who knew the real me.
I messed it up,
Broke your trust.
Know it's me,
Who think only of you.
The one true person,
The only one I miss.
Dec 19, 2020
Dec 19, 2020 at 10:03 AM UTC
I might not be a poet
And my words wont always rhyme,
But, they come from my soul,
My inner most thoughts,
My darkest dreams,
All tumbling out,
In words just as you see.
Dec 10, 2020
Dec 10, 2020 at 5:18 PM UTC
You took that from me,
You took my soul,
You took all that I was,
I have no identity now.
I dont know who I am,
I dont know what to do,
I want to find myself again,
Find the little girl I once was,
You took that from me,
Now I have to try set her free.
Dec 10, 2020
Dec 10, 2020 at 1:34 PM UTC
You took my innocence from me,
Made me a woman, before my time.
I was only a child.
You made it our secret,
Said there would be trouble if I said,
So I kept your secret,
I was only a child
For years I kept that secret,
Till I could no longer keep it,
I should have been believed,
I was only a child.
Now I'm grown,
And the secret is out,
I dont feel so better,
I'm still only a child.
Dec 10, 2020
Dec 10, 2020 at 1:26 PM UTC
Most days I'm okay,
Others,
not so much,
Others,
I'm crying for help,
Others,
I wonder how I will survive,
Others,
I wonder if I want to survive,
Others,
I wonder if anyone realizes,
How delicate I really am.
Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 12:56 PM UTC
When I look at me,
I don't see the same as you,
I see me, with an honest view,
You could pretend to love me,
But that's just not true,
Cause you don't see me,
The way I do.
I know who I am,
A broken mess,
You can control,
Because honestly,
You think you fool me,
But you won't, because the one thing you never counted on.
Was I know me, I know what I'm capable of, I know what I can achive.
I KNOW ME
Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 4:39 PM UTC