No I didn't sign up for this,
This being alone.
Yeah I had no idea,
'Bout your heart of stone.
I was up there in the clouds,
Not seeing the signs.
Just falling further down,
Not watching the time.
Time watch it slip away,
As the days go by.
You're already on your way,
And I'm left behind.
Behind the dreams I'll never see,
Thru the painful past.
I watch you drift away,
Under the spell you cast.
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 10:55 PM UTC
Can't find the future,
I've lost the past.
My mind is shattered,
Like broken glass.
One too many,
A line too long.
Burn another,
The needles drawn.
Way too high,
Can't hear a sound.
It's way too late,
I'm six feet down.
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 12:25 AM UTC
As my tears rolled into the ocean,
My heart took off to the sky.
What's left of my mind,
Is in restless scatter.
Can't see a thing,
With these blinded eyes.
Blinded by the pain you left here,
Burned by the path you blazed.
Confused and lonely,
Nothing feels right.
My mind's in a twisted haze.
Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 10:22 PM UTC
Same prayer every night,
Still seeing daylight.
Why won't he take my hand,
To the promised land.
Don't wanna work,
Hate paying them bills.
No one to hold,
Nothing to feel.
This life is so empty,
No time to ****
I'm ready to pass,
Make this day my last....
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 12:39 AM UTC
Ready to go,
Wanting to fly.
Feeling like,
Lifes past you by.
Nothing to want,
No one to need.
Empty thoughts,
Hopeless dreams.
No reason to wake,
No spirit to move.
Reality's gone,
Existence is through.
Feb 7, 2016
Feb 7, 2016 at 12:11 AM UTC
The stakes were high,
The pain is real.
The cards were drawn,
You cut the deal.
These flames will burn,
Your path alone.
No one beside you,
This deal's your own.
You've signed the deal,
The devil's spoken.
All lives are shattered,
All deals....are broken.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 11:36 PM UTC
I'm rolled up,
On the bedroom floor.
Dam these voices,
They're at my door.
They keep a knockin'
Won't let them in.
These haunting voices,
No way they'll win.
I'm much too strong,
They're way too weak.
My mind they want,
My soul they seek.
It's mine to keep,
My head they rattle.
They've got no chance,
I'll win this battle.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 7:52 AM UTC
Here I go again,
heading down that twisted path.
Heading up on a downward spiral.
Did I pass you on this crazy journey?
Looking in from the out,
No one's in there but me.
Looking up from below,
It's plain to see.
Just empty space,
Where my life used to be.
Now here I go again,
Heading UP that twisted path,
My mind is now free.
This journey called life,
Not so crazy after all.....
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 8:25 AM UTC
Lying in bed,
awake.
Dreaming about you....
My thoughts are hard,
Wanting to touch you.
Your skin against mine,
Melting into one. ....
This place is on fire!
My tongue does the dance,
And brings you to that place,
We all desire.
Lying in bed,
Awake......
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 7:33 AM UTC
Tortured with passion,
Tested by time.
Longing to touch you,
I'll be denied.
Thoughts full of you,
Etched in my mind.
I'll search for the answer,
Never to find.
A way to put,
These dreams aside.
Once I awake,
Your all that I find.
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 10:20 PM UTC