Isang tula para sa pusong
Walang ginawa kung hindi lumaban
Ni hindi alam kung anong pupuntahan –
Naliligaw, nagwawari
Nagdedepende sa mga salitang “hindi maaari”
Hindi maaaring sumuko
Hindi maaaring malumpo
Hindi maaaring tumakbo palayo
Sa mundong umuubos sayo
Natatakot sumugal muli
Natatakot mahulog sa patibong ng pag-ibig
Dahil minsan nang nasaktan
Minsan nang inabuso
Pumapalagay na lamang sa mga panandaliang aliw
Nagpapanggap na siya’y mabubuo ulit
Kahit saglit..
Kahit saglit..
Isa lang ang gusto kong sabihin sa’yo –
sa pusong hindi alam kung saan patungo
Huwag **** parusahan ang sarili mo
Dahil balang araw ikaw ang aani nito
Hinuhubog ka ng panahon
Sa pagdating ng tadhanang
Nakalaan sa iyong pag-ahon
Huwag kang matakot sumugal
Dahil doon mo malalaman kung
Ano ang para sa iyo, mahal.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 5:09 PM UTC
Nagsimula ang lahat sa kanta
Sa kanta na nagsilbing tulay sa'ting dalawa
Na parang tubig at langis-
Sa wakas nagsama
'Di inakala na magkakaganito
Dahil wala naman talagang pagtingin sayo
Ni hindi nakitang magiging magkaibigan
Hanggang nagkaroon ng tiyansang baka pwede ng walang hanggan
Walang hanggan na paguusap
Walang hanggang pagtatawanan
Walang hanggang pagiintindi ng mga
Tingin na hindi alam kung ano ang sinasabi
Pero tila takot parin
Ang pusong napagod sa mga sakit
Na idinulot ng mundong mapait
Takot makaramdam, tumibok
Sumubok ng bagay na hindi sigurado kung saan patungo
Na baka isa na namang patibong
Na kukulong sa isip kong lunod na lunod na
Sa mga kathang isip at imahinasyon
Kaya hanggang dito na lang muna siguro
Pipigilan ang mga ilusyon at delusyon
Na sisimilan na namang gawin ng puso
Para kahit hindi matupad ang salitang "tayo"
Mananatili parin akong buo kahit papaano
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 7:21 PM UTC
Let me take care of you
Let me be the one to comfort you
The one who sees your worth
Who will not take your every word
But will love you even without it
Even without your promises
Even without you trying to
Grant my wishes
Because you are all that I asked for
You are more than enough for me
Your soul captured the darkness inside
That wants to stay forever until it sees
Your light
But I think these things will just stay in my head
There's no courage to let them out from my chest
Let me just help you with what you need
Then I'll be gone soon, indeed
I know myself; I'm unstable
Unable -- unable to unlove you
Unable to let you go
Unable to move on from the memories
That swam deep inside
So now I'll let this poem speak
Don't know how to tell you what I feel
I'll be stuck here with my fantasies
Cannot even face what is real
Dec 30, 2016
Dec 30, 2016 at 9:52 PM UTC
I wanna see you everyday,
I wanna talk to you every minute.
I wanna tell you my thoughts - happy or sad it may be.
I wanna rest myself in your arms -- so peaceful as it sounds..
But I realized...
Who am I to be loved back by someone like you?
you deserve better than me..
You deserve someone strong,
Someone who cam fight her own thoughts,
Someone who will not burden you because of her sudden anxiety attacks..
Someone who can sing with you,
Who can achieve your goals with you,
Who can support you all the way through..
And I'm not that girl..
So now, even if there's nothing to hold on in the first place...
let me "let you go"....
Jun 13, 2016
Jun 13, 2016 at 6:55 PM UTC
I know I don't have the right to be jealous
You're not even mine...
May 21, 2016
May 21, 2016 at 4:22 AM UTC
How will you know that i love you....
When you don't even wanna listen...
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 4:44 AM UTC
"Here we go again", I told myself..
Here I am again....hoping.
Hoping that we could talk,
Hoping that I could feel every point of your smile.
Here I am again... longing.
Longing that our eyes would meet intensely...
Longing to embrace you...
Longing to be with you..
Here I am again...
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 1:43 PM UTC
I am longing to see you,
To be with you, to hear your voice,
To see your smile.
I am longing to talk to you -
Long talks as if the world around us stopped.
I am longing for you..
Can't you see it in my eyes?
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 12:58 PM UTC
This time last year,
I was looking for answers and chose not to fear.
Now, I haven't found the answers yet.
I can't even move on and forget.
I'm getting worse.
It's getting worse.
Everything is getting worse...
May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 2:13 AM UTC