I'm afraid of losing you,
Afraid that one day you'll wake up and realize
She's the one you need and not me,
She makes you happy more than I do,
And that time will come and she'll never be
Just a "best friend".
She was there before I came to your life,
And I know you know, she craves you
Just like the way I do.
And I don't know if deep down your heart,
You feel the same thing for her too.
I wonder if every time she smiles,
You fall for her, like how you fell for mine.
I wonder if there was a time
You thought of choosing her instead of me,
I may sound selfish, but I hope to God
She stops loving you, stops holding you,
Stops thinking of you,
Because I want to be the only one
To do that to you.
*I'm afraid of losing you
But you're not even mine to keep.*
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
maybe i should give up
it's not worth it
maybe i should give up
and try to move on
'cause this love
will lead to nothing
but endless expectations
that maybe one day
you'll come back
and tell me
it's me, it has always been,
the girl you dream about
the girl you think before you sleep
the girl you want to be with
forever
until your last breath
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 11:51 AM UTC
I'm in love with what we had
with what we used to be
with our late night conversations
with your silly stories
and they all will turn into memories
soon they'll fade
soon will be forgotten
you didn't give me a love
that will last forever
but you gave a pain
I'll always remember
you were beautiful like a rose
red and bold
but I didn't notice your thorns
that's why I'm lying here
broken and bruised
Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 1:13 PM UTC
fresh flowers
cold shower
pale skin
no power
dark skies
less spice
sad human
depressed nights
writing poems
loud echoes
hurting myself
same woes
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 10:52 AM UTC
I am still and always in love with you
For you weren't born perfect
But I love everything about you
You're imperfections make you
Amazingly beautiful
I always daydream about
Your crooked teeth
Constellation of freckles
Your emotionless eyes
Your pale as a snow skin
But in reality
You're a corpse lying
On a hospital bed
You were dead
Like 10 minutes ago
I'm in love
With our beautiful tragic
Love story
Written in my heart
Are our memories
Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 3:24 AM UTC