I would happily suffer
because of how much I love you
I will put myself through misery
just so you feel no pain
I would walk on flames
and put them out
so you can walk through
I will drive myself insane
so you can have no part of the blame
I just wanna believe
that you love me
that much too
Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 4:19 AM UTC
Today is the last
August was a blast
All the shadows have been cast
Away with you, not an easy task.
But tomorrow it'll be different.
I need someone that is consistent.
Won't let my heart bleed again,
This is the story,
of how ours will end.
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 4:35 PM UTC
Will you go?
To a place we both don't know,
Without time set
Even place, I bet
Just a date.
You and me,
Will you go?
I hope so.
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 11:50 AM UTC
Now we are together
Sitting outside in the sunshine
But soon we'll be apart
And soon it'll be night at noon
Now things are fine
The clouds are far away up in the sky
But soon I'll be on a plane
And soon you'll feel the cold rain
You promised to stay in touch when we're apart
You promised before I left that you'll always love me
Time goes by and people cry and everything goes too fast
Now we have each other
Enjoying each moment with one another
But soon I'll be miles away
And soon the phone will be our only way
Now I'm in your arms
Feeling pure love and warm
But soon I'll be alone
And soon your voice will change of tone
You promised we'll never break up over the telephone
You said our love was stronger than an ocean apart
Time goes by and people lie and everything goes too fast
Let's not fool ourselves in vain
This far away trip will give us pain
We'll have to be so strong
To keep our love from going wrong
Distance will make us cold
Even put our love on hold
But soon we'll meet again
And soon it'll be bright at noon again
You promised not to loose faith in our love when I'm away
You promised so much to me but now you've left me
We go by and then we lie and all this time we wasted
Time goes by and people lie and everything goes too fast.
Time went by and then we died and everything went too fast
Everything went too fast
Everything went too fast
Everything went too fast
Aug 16, 2015
Aug 16, 2015 at 11:41 AM UTC
she may hurt, but she is not pain.
she may fail, but she is not a failure.
she may be tragic, but she is not tragedy.
*she may feel worthless,
but this, too, will pass.*
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 11:06 AM UTC
Sometimes I feel like I’m always first to say ‘I love you.’
Sometimes I wonder; Did I do anything to hurt you?
Sometimes I ask you, If I make you happy…
Sometimes I ask you, If you really love me…
Sometimes I ask you, Are you sure you’ll always want to be with me?
Perhaps I’m blind to see
The reality-
And I know That you
Tell me
That I already know the answers to the questions I ask you…
But its my greatest insecurity
Not knowing if your heart is being true…
You always seem so quiet
And so distant, That I cant deny it…
Is there something, You’re keeping from me?
You may think I’m silly
But how come you don’t smile anymore,
Like you did before?
Please love, Why cant you smile?
For me to think that you are truly happy with me now, I’d be in denial…
I know that you say that I make you happy…
I Know that you tell me that you love me…
I know that you say that you always want to be with me…
But I cant help feeling this sense of insecurity…
My love please help me,
By reassuring me…
And to you’re heart, Please be true
And know that I love you!
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
I heard it said that life comes and goes
It passes in an instant like a wilting rose
I’m told that time makes light of our woes
Wears them like a gown Our sorrows to expose
Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?
I’ve heard it said that destiny is quite cruel
It promises the world and laughs at ridicule
Think it’s in your hands, that you’ve got it made
But look again you’re wrong, you’re just a fool
Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?
Who told me that you loved me I don’t know
Wish I could remember, but the face is gone
I’m left with a whisper in my ear
“He says he loves you, please don’t let him hear”
Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?
I heard it said that life comes and goes
It passes in an instant like a wilting rose
I’m told that time makes light of our woes
Wears them like a gown Our sorrows to expose
Yet someone told me that you still loved me
Yea someone told me that you still loved me
Is it possibly true?
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 6:24 PM UTC
Most of these days, I always sleep.
Closing my eyes, Closing my heart,
Never letting memories flash on my mind.
Most of the time, I can't sleep.
With open eyes, open wounds,
The silence is always too loud.
Most days of my life now, I wish to be asleep.
Never allowing my mind to think
All the hurts, all the pain,
I wish I never felt when you leave
Oh, let me fall asleep.
Before myself fall apart,
I'll bury my heart so deep.
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 4:53 PM UTC
•
You are a really good fisherman,
And I am just but a foolish fish,
*Preposterously bitten your hook,
With your bait of feigned love attached to it,*
Piercing it all the way to my heart,
Leaving me wounded with all of those prevaricates I've fell for,
But I don't know why,
I still love the feeling,
That you've been jumping in gladness,
That you've finally caught me,
Even though I was hardly breathing,
'Cause you've taken me away from the place,
That makes me breathe and gives me joy.
It somehow gives me relief,
Seeing the auspicious sun,
Brightly gleaming into my beautiful scales,
Not knowing it was just a start of a baleful Gehenna!
I should've known all along that it's just an entice!
But I am still blessed,
'Cause I have manage to escape,
While damaging and harming myself in the process,
From the jailhouse that you've locked me in.
From then on,
You've learned a lesson,
And use NET instead.
© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 3:09 PM UTC