I'm crying at your doorstep
But you haven't been home lately
Old memories are haunting me
Ghosts of the past trying to take me down
I'm wandering, spiraling,
took a trip with Molly.
I'm slitting my wrists now baby
Red is dripping, staining my legs
I'm sitting at your doorstep baby
I haven't seen you around, lately
Jun 19, 2018
Jun 19, 2018 at 5:50 PM UTC
You were the bright white light at the end of the road
Until I got hit by your car and everything obfuscated
You told me I should have seen the headlights coming
But I was blinded by the promising end of the tunnel
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 6:35 PM UTC
I can't really seem to put my feelings into words
You're slowly dying and there's nothing I can do,
to **** your cancer before it destroys you, too.
The thing is, this illness already captured your entire body
and while your gasping for air and keep on losing weight,
I see you and your blue twinkling eyes.
You're really a person I looked up to, you're my hero.
When I was little your arms were this big fort to protect me
A castle made out of steel and courage and life-experience.
Don't you dare to give up on me, real heroes last forever.
And I love you so much, I can't sleep nor eat,
I miss your voice. And it pains me to know you won't get better.
But I will pray for you with all of my heart, for you're my hero.
And heroes would be nothing without people to save.
But this time, grandpa, I'll save you.
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 5:20 PM UTC
I don't think I want to see where we're heading
I just want to rest my head on your shoulders
Falling slowly asleep to the rhythm of your bike
While discovering new horizons on this earth
May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 4:10 PM UTC
Some human beings are just rotten flowers in a broken vase.
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 2:48 PM UTC
Monday we had eye contact
Tuesday you granted me a smile
Wednesday you were left unnoticed
Thursday I saw you perform on stage
Friday, I'll admire you from a distance
In the weekend I'll miss your dimples
And during the nights I'll be seeing your face,
floating through my head again and again
To just
Start all over
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 2:44 PM UTC
Sometimes I think about our bodies
discovering new worlds
Sometimes I dream about our lips
always and again touching
And then I realize we were never
what I thought we were
For there were unspoken words
lingering between the air
of our hot bodies
When we sighted of relief
it didn't felt true
It never really did
So I think,
this is my break up letter to you
At least it isn't a text
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 5:00 PM UTC
It's hard to believe that we were once so little and small
innocent and kind, believing and open-minded...
When now everything has turned upside down
and you are just an idiot, wandering through this earth
and I am aware of the fact that this isn't right,
but I can't help it, I'm sorry I hate you.
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 7:08 AM UTC