Without hope I'd be dead
my body would be six feet under
and my mind would be left to wonder
as I lay rotting
my mind would travel the heavens
and the depths of hell
Without hope I'd be dead
Without love I'd be lonely
surrounded but alone
no one to get me
no one to understand
Without love I'd be lonely
Without me the world would be
Feb 20, 2016
Feb 20, 2016 at 11:28 PM UTC
It's done, it's over.
I put a lot of energy into you, but now it means nothing.
I stay up late at night fighting demons in my head trying to blame me for what you did.
Is it day or is it night? I keep losing track of time since I lost it all.
All I have left to chase is money, girls, cars, finer things in life that mean nothing without the right one by your side.
Materialistic emotions.
Meaningless things to temporarily fill this emptiness.
Pour me more whiskey
I walk around with my head held high, but feeling pride-less because of your careless act.
They say time heals everything, but whiskey gets in the way of my sobriety.
I want to let go, but I can't.
Wake up, drink, shower, sleep, eat a little, drink.
Seems like a crazy dream
Here's the truth, you didn't marry the person you love.
No one knows except for us, what you and I have will never be broken.
**** it- I gotta get off my knees
Now is the time I walk the talk and make you wish I was the one.
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 11:09 PM UTC
*I need you the most, it's cold and I feel lost
Single, young and lonesome
Sitting under a full-moon, wishing upon the stars with nothing but a fire and cigars
Trying to create warm memories out of cold longings
Holding it all in with a heavy heart
Maybe next season will be the one*
Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 3:40 PM UTC
Smiling and thinking of you
Recalling everything you do
Like a movie playing in my head
Reminiscing all the great things we did
All fond thoughts, wish we could relive them again
So many warm feelings, truly gave meaning to my being
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 3:50 PM UTC