It's growing cold walking upon this memory, Warm skin morphed into shadows so lucid. Scouring for words to say, as I go on each day.... I watch the clouds roll by, & Now I realize all that is left is goodbye.... If only you proved worth a try.
Feb 6, 2020
Feb 6, 2020 at 7:35 PM UTC
Victims of circumstances
We've had our chances
Taken our turns
Handling the burns
So afraid to feel
Won't you set me free?
Stubborn and full of angst
My heart grown cold
I'm as scared as ever
You're still clever
I pushed you away
But I held your place
Wished you would stay
I'm ready to fight
Sick of taking flight
Please stay with me
Set me free
Banish these shackles
We're forever afraid
But you my friend
Are my only key
So now release me
And come along...
Meet me in the nether
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 9:47 PM UTC
You never knew it
You never even knew
Waited through my darkest hour
Here you waited
All warnings aside
I want to believe in love
Wish I could give in
And here I go again
I'll be your favorite ghost
I miss you the most
But I can't explain it
Fighting feelings
So I'm on my way
Please don't call it love
Please don't count on me
Youre so unstable...
I'm so unreliable.
Why can't this be easy
Why can't we be
Well my dear...
I'll let you down easy this time
We simply were not meant to meet
A train wreck you might say
But hey,
Let's grab something to eat
There's always tonorrow
Tomorrow we'll admit defeat
I can't fight you anymore.
Just promise never to count on me
I'll be gone with the breeze
Forever loving you.
Please ignore the warnings
And you stayed anyway
Nov 24, 2019
Nov 24, 2019 at 12:04 AM UTC
**** me I'm pathetic
So ******* empathetic
This isn't my blood
Where is realitttty
I can't find the line
Please help me
seperate yours from mine
It's killing me
So A.D.D.
Can't even process
But I will profess
I'm falling deeeep
Just tell me
Why must you weep
Why must I
Nov 23, 2019
Nov 23, 2019 at 11:31 PM UTC
The errs end
All come to mend
-Excuses away
Adhere to a calling
Amidst the falling
Footholds of dark
For depths unseen
Shall shine brightest
Under my light
No longer lost,
Just on my way
Far from home
I'm reaching out
Dec 26, 2018
Dec 26, 2018 at 12:49 AM UTC
Oh
Hast thou forgotten?
You pledged your honor
If ever it was too great
You'd take me away in haste
Drifting against the clock
Might you come for me tonight?
I fear I've lost my way
So very blinded,
The bluster is too great
Please take me away.
Oh come now.
Hear this bellow
Oh my dear, be quick.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC
Lets find a reason to be excited
While all else crumbles away
Take me into your moment.
Lets get a little voluptuous
We can be selfish
Tears can't be strung
Your taste on my tongue
Baby lets not be frugal
Less to fear than eccentric
Let's create a new memory
Inside it we can crawl
Forever in your moment
I pour my heart out to you.
Lingering words
Left to be assembled
Pieces fall apart
Memories wash away
I'm too ******* eccentric.
Give me just this one
Just one last memory back
Wont you caress me
Wouldn't it be lovely?
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 12:12 AM UTC
I must save you
Save you from your hope
Let me be the one
To tear you apart
I'll be ever so gentle
You are a ray of sunshine
In a world of darkness.
I remember how it felt
So hopeless and scared
But trusting in humanity...
My dear please listen
They will tear you apart
Let me wound you...
Ever so gently
I need to leave my mark
I can keep you safe
But you must carry your pain
Forever on your sleeve.
I hurt people ever so gently
Let me be the one my dear
Let me break you in
Please give me your hope
I live to hurt you,
To show you the world
From these bleeding eyes
I hurt you, with best wishes
I'll be here
And you will... come to me
The face of a saint
Tortured for eons.
I am an angel,
Though I have fallen.
So shall you.
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 10:48 PM UTC
Can you watch?
As the pain consumes me
I desire a friend,
A warrior of light
To end this forever night
Much less to be desired,
I will, too show you the dark side
I will, too show you your own pain
Lavish in the glory of the pain
Let our demons be melancholy
lawlessly leading you to the night.
It's a trap, and perhaps
I'll let you think you've trapped me
I wish to show you my pain,
Steal away your light
You pretend to be afraid
I pretend to care.
Nobody will know you're there.
The joy of pain is so great
Now let us celebrate.
I am the end to all of you demons.
My demons so mighty and tall
I'll take on them all.
I feed my demon and take much joy
Watching them destroy all who try.
Your demons will become mine,
They have willed it to be
For I shall offer them what you cannot.
Do not fear, leave it to me.
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 10:28 PM UTC
Have you ever stood in a maze,
Or a busy city street?
Pondering what might be.
I heard you want inside my head.
You yearn to know who I am
These walls my dear... they bleed
These walls are not for my protection
You reassured me time after time,
I'm so sorry...
for having faith in you.
You tore through so many walls
You faced my demons time after time
But my friend.... please stop
These walls have consumed me
I'm afraid of what may remain.
I'm so sorry
You watched the final moment
You seen through darkness
As my demons consumed me
They tore through every limb
Cleaned the blood by tongue
I'm sorry you didn't make it out on time
I'm sorry you're forever mine
Neither of us will make it out
I watched
As you let my demons consume you
You told me you would win.
I knew you stood no chance,
My demons lavished on your pain.
But into the crevices of darkness
My friend...
You're stuck with me until the end.
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 10:19 PM UTC