I'm going to sit here and ignore reality
because I want to pretend
that it doesn't hurt me
to sit here wanting you
craving you
loving you
uncontrollably
forever
while for you
it's like you have a choice
Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 11:55 AM UTC
indefinitely trapped inside
of a world you won't ever understand
you don't know why I am the way I am
but you let me be
and that's okay
because I don't want to drag you
inside my world too
it's cold
your arms wrapped around me is enough
sealing the cracks on the outside
hoping that maybe
it will seal my inside too;
sealing whatever it is that's making me the way I am.
I want to tell you,
that as much as you try,
it wont.
the cracks are simply too dark for you to see
to big for your skin to cover
I don't know why its like that
but it is
for now I'll let you try, because
although my insides are cold
maybe one day the warmth of your body
next to mine will seep through
Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 6:18 PM UTC