How do you have my heart?
Have me feeling like this when you don't even try.
You say you're emotionless,
You put up this wall and don't plan on breaking it down.
How do you have me so involved?
Is it that I want what I cant have?
But I still want to be that crushing weight,
I want to break you down.
See you raw and real.
How do I get in?
How can I make it feel real when you aren't ready?
Time.
I know it's the only way,
I am trying too hard, I'll push you away.
So I will wait it out,
Take what I can,
In hopes that one day you will choose me.
But in the long run,
I know all my hard work will get me no where,
And some other girl will come along and make you feel.
But for now,
I'll keep my hope.
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 9:21 PM UTC
I try so hard for you to notice me,
Stand out beyond this crowd.
But I always seem to fade into the background.
I try, I try, and try again.
But I mean nothing,
Just a face that passes by,
Never to get recognized.
If I leave you won't see,
It's like I never existed.
Am I even real?
Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 11:42 AM UTC
Don't mix these feelings with real emotions,
If he told you once, he told you twice
It's not there
You're not IT...
Oh but how you want to be
Next to him all night,
In his arms,
Tracing his tattoos while he sleeps
Fingers trembling with every movement,
You had so much more to give...
But you will never get the chance
To show what you can do,
The love you can offer.
You would treat him like gold,
You could never hurt a man like him.
Because to you he is
Perfect...
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 6:19 PM UTC
My heart needs to move on,
You are my past now,
you didn't feel what I felt,
And I can't hold it against you.
Maybe one day you will regret it,
But most likely you will just forget.
I will push pass these feelings.
Emptiness. Loneliness. Frustration.
And look forward
To what I want,
An all consuming love,
A breath taking love,
A beautifully, genuine love.
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
Stuck in this room,
Confined by these walls,
THOUGHTS, THOUGHTS, THOUGHTS
Surrounding me, Consuming me
I can't breathe,
I can't feel,
Let me out! Let me out!
All I do is worry...
Worry about him, Worry about her
What about me?
When do I come in play?
Do I even matter?
Where is the line?
But the time is now...
The time for me,
I don't want to be selfish
I just want to feel...
I NEED to feel!
Out of this mind, Experiencing life
All I can see is my own freedom,
Freedom from these burdens that deteriorate me.
But how do I obtain it?
LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT!
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 4:16 PM UTC