Funny how he said that he would save me from heartbreaking
Funny because he didn’t know that he was its main reason
Apr 20, 2018
Apr 20, 2018 at 6:24 AM UTC
mr. cloud,
can i ask you a question?
if i do,
where are you now?
i miss you
i need you
i want you
i want the old you,
the old us.
wait, what?
did i just said "us"?
what is "Us"
that's not even ever exist i think.
there was only me and you, no us
mr. cloud
have you wonder why i call you 'mr,cloud'?
because,
you are like a cloud
cooling for a while, then you make the thunderstorm, you create a rain, after that,
you'll disappear.
Dec 22, 2017
Dec 22, 2017 at 8:39 AM UTC
you used to call me
at 11 p.m and tell me,
about how your day was.
then you'll fall asleep
funny how it feels like
you were here, sleeping on my shoulders
and ******* i like it very much.
but now,
you are gone
and i miss it so much.
i miss you,
so
much.
-about a girl who doesn't have a home but someone makes her feels that she was a home.
Dec 22, 2017
Dec 22, 2017 at 8:35 AM UTC
Come here
Talk to me
As long as the skies shine bright
And in the darkness at midnight
Come in
Let's we playin'
I'll let everything opened, doors and windows
But my heart, it'll still closed
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 6:18 AM UTC
Someday i'll find someone who takes my hand and hold it with his heart, he's taking me to somewhere, to the place where he thinks i belong to. He takes me to a house. But after that i'll tell him. It's not a place where a girl like me belongs. "Come in and stay with me, we'll be happy," he says. But i take off my hand from him and say, "this is not a place where the broken hearts go, maybe i'll be happy with you, but my heart, it will always be a mess and still broke in pieces, and you don't deserve to stay here and having fun with me. I'm not happy as you see."
I turn my body, i am ready to go but he takes my hand and says "you're not happy as i am, and thats why i took you here. I want to make you happy and forget about everything that messed you up, about everything that broke you, about him. I want you to be happy. Because i love you, and i'll take every risk, i'll try to make you extra happy, just as extra as he made you this messed."
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 6:14 AM UTC
you look happy with her,
while i am alone and no one cares
you look gentle standing there,
but i look like a fool sitting here
you look so in love when she lays her head on your shoulder,
and this poor girl's shoulders are empty without anyone to share
Mar 31, 2017
Mar 31, 2017 at 3:19 AM UTC
someday you'll know
the one who always feeling low
someday you'll find
the one who always thinking if you're kind
someday you'll see
the one who always loving you in a quiet way without caring about the pain that she feels for years, and she's me
Mar 31, 2017
Mar 31, 2017 at 3:09 AM UTC
when the dusk came
you still won't went home
you said you didn't want to leave me
and that's made me happy
i knew
you did that as a friend
or even a good friend?
but you didn't know how
how loud was my heart beating?
and you didn't know how
how loud was my throat screaming?
"hey, stupid he didn't love you, he called you 'friend' but you want more?! you know you can't do, but you still do."
and when the dawn came
sun was trying to rise
i was looking for you
hopping you were still here
but,
you no where
and that's broke my heart
and now,
you'll never know
you'll never hear
why did you do that?
i know,
people come and go
i hope you don't
but you still do.
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 8:13 AM UTC
Maafkan aku air mata
Seringkali kau jatuh sia-sia
Maafkan aku air mata
Yang selalu aku buang dengan sengaja
Jangan salahkan aku
Salahkan luka-luka itu
Luka-luka yang tidak pernah kering
Menganggap ia selalu penting
Hingga selalu menetap di sini
Membekas tanpa peduli
Sesakit apa rasanya
Hingga harus menjatuhkan air mata
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 8:19 AM UTC
The clocks keep tick-tocking
And i still can't stop thinking
For someone i've been missing
But he's go fading
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 8:17 AM UTC