Yes, it is true, our time is ours only to borrow
All we can do is try and do better tomorrow.
Lo, also true, tomorrow never comes
So, forever, my hopeful hopelessness becomes.
Aug 8, 2022
Aug 8, 2022 at 1:33 PM UTC
Hello, be you my sunset? So I may kiss you until you rise once more?
If it be so; let me chase you onward into eternity.
Light my face in serenity;
Forever, and ever, I'll let you see
That dark nights are Brighter if you'll have me.
Apr 25, 2020
Apr 25, 2020 at 9:38 PM UTC
You are the cherry of my cigarette;
Reaching for my fingers.
With each day, I can't give it up yet;
I'd rather let it linger.
You are the smoke, twisting in my vision.
I see you, I choke;
With uncompared precision.
You are my lungs;
My breath of fresh air.
When life's song feels likes its sung;
You're the on who's there.
You are the dark night;
That calls me to be surrounded.
A bird in mid flight;
By your elegance I'm astounded.
You are my end;
Pulling me to you.
So I just pretend
Cause its all I can do.
You are the night sky,
You are the stars!
I wanna try hard,
To be where you are.
You are my heartache
You are my destiny.
With every mistake
And every tragedy;
I want to come home
To just you and me!
Apr 6, 2020
Apr 6, 2020 at 2:13 AM UTC
Lost puppy I am.
To wander aimlessly,
To have no plan.
I cared famously,
Yearned for your hand.
Now a kicked dog I am
Tail tucked, I become
Horse bucked, I am one
******* and ****** just for fun.
Now I'm left
To die alone
Depressed, obsessed
Hoping someone will give this lost dog a bone.
Apr 5, 2020
Apr 5, 2020 at 11:21 PM UTC
At the end of the day, when all is cold and dead,
Why must I be the one to wear the talons in my head?
At the end of my life, whose to say what is worthwhile?
Ten years after I'm gone, my whole existence will be futile.
I'm just a drop in a puddle,
sliding down a funnel,
Just a tick on a dog's ***
**** blood till I bubble.
Just a piece of the puzzle,
That makes up this **** show
step back, click clack
and watch my head blow.
Blood and brains coat the walls
watch me be absolved
self mutilation, humiliation
all my thoughts dissolved.
no resolve, rather **** **** till I fall.
no calls, no *****
none of you ***** seem to care at all.
I'm at the bottom of the body heap
can't breath, can't see, so I take a leap
crawling through the blood, bile, and things the dead discreet
my light is covered by the dark, but cant be stifled out,
no, cant be stifled out.
Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 1:10 PM UTC
Life will get better, and it will get worse.
Just keep the song going, and start a new verse.
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 3:05 AM UTC
To do better,
is all we try;
but the only way to be truly better:
is to die.
Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
If ever my darling leaves me,
it would always be too soon.
If she were to depart untimely,
I'd be vulnerable to the moon,
Naked in it's consuming mass,
I'd feel it's weight in the heavens.
just waiting for this night to pass,
in hopes my pain might lessen.
If ever my darling has had enough,
and she decides to haste away,
If her love is a lack thereof,
I will forever be in dismay.
If ever our paths divert,
somewhere along the way,
I hope one day to reassert
and walk once more one day.
If ever our puzzle erodes
and pieces will not fit,
we find ourselves on antipodes,
with a love that you acquit,
spare I the hurt of a love you lost
and just rip it fast and clean
save from me any accost
and run to the end, foreseen.
If ever my darling leaves me,
I guess she would be just,
to escape commitment and be free,
and to freedom again adjust,
I wish for her to tarry,
on her wayward saunter,
my burden, alone, is to much to carry
but a burden still to conquer.
Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
Life kinda ***** sometimes,
This much is very true.
So just live for the fun times,
And smoke a joint or two.
Sometimes you won't have money,
Sometimes you won't have jobs,
But when you're high it's just so funny
Just stay away from cops
And keep your eyes on making money.
You'll make it through this
One way or another, I swear
And when you find your place of bliss
Look me up and I'll be there.
Jan 18, 2018
Jan 18, 2018 at 1:29 AM UTC
As we run, day after day
In our wonderful wheel,
Our emotions are just like clay.
We don't know how to feel.
We go in circles, forevermore,
We think we're moving forward,
But life to me is such a bore,
Always going wayward.
Always running
To the wall,
To a cunning,
Child's call.
We have the dreams
We have the mind
But easy it seems,
To get behind.
When all the world's turning,
We turn and hide.
And my world's burning,
Despite things I tried.
And all the world for me has died
The gates of hell are opened wide.
They beckon me
They have my lust
They show me glee,
They have my trust
They have not my soul,
And have not my life.
I'm still in control
I hold out the knife.
With a clatter,
It hits the floor
Nothing's the matter
Doesn't bother anymore
I ward of the pain
And climb in my shame
Up from the shallows
And out of the gallows.
To take by the hair
My grueling despair
And hold it up high
And let out a cry
"No more, no more,
Controlled by hate.
No more, no more!
By hells steel gate!"
I will rise from my ashes,
A life anew
But never in my life
Will I forget about you.
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 5:08 PM UTC