Tell me how to LIVE in this world
Not to settle down
just because I'm afraid to live alone
Tell me how to Wonder
Not to accept closure
just because my youth is gone
Tell me to LIVE
Not to stay alive
Just because it’s a sin to die
Jul 31, 2021
Jul 31, 2021 at 11:33 PM UTC
I had a great fall
No bones were broken
No need for the great kings
No need
for the great men
to put me back
together again
I had a great fall
no bruises were made
no need for a physician
No need
for an aid
Still
Put me back
Together
Again
Jul 30, 2021
Jul 30, 2021 at 9:56 AM UTC
I was talking to a stranger.
The stranger said hello.
He said, “I owe him.”
“How much?” I responded.
“No it’s not money you owe me.”
“But what else can I give”
The stranger touched my heart
And took what I owed.
Jul 28, 2021
Jul 28, 2021 at 2:31 PM UTC
I fear to appreciate nature
I fear it’s art
I fear it’s beauty
I fear it’s love
For if I do
Then I’ll know
It’s not enough
To change my mind
Jul 28, 2021
Jul 28, 2021 at 2:28 PM UTC
How will I spend
Spend my last day
With you
With friends
With family
Making love
Getting ******
Getting laid
Getting high
Start a fight
Forgiving you
Forgiving them
Amend
Confess
How?
No! Not HOW!
For my last day will be how I feel.
How….. I have always felt!
Let it go to waste
Jul 22, 2021
Jul 22, 2021 at 2:53 PM UTC
I want to die
Words I can’t describe
Depressed
Deep rest
Rest
Goodnight
Jul 22, 2021
Jul 22, 2021 at 2:39 PM UTC
Everyone
Deals
With
Depression
Belittling my Anxieties!
Everyone
Gets
The
Blues
Ignoring my Pain
Everyone...
I’m done
Pretending
I’m finished
Smiling
It’s over
I’m sleeping
I’m glad
You get it
I’m glad
You understand me
You’re right
Just get over it
You’re right
It’ll pass
No!
I’m done
I'm done with you
I’m done with them
I’m done with the unsympathetic words
that condemn
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 4:45 PM UTC
They say to fight
They say, 'What did you do?"
Did you climb?
Did you claw?
Did you scream?
Did you grasp?
They say many things,
without realizing
that life
is worst than death!
It's not the pain
nor the sores.
It's not old age
nor it's glory
It's not the debt
nor it's riches
It's not the loss
nor its fame
It's not the lows
but the Highs
The happiness
The joy
The thrill
It's Life
that haunts me
that disappoints
that kills
that killed
They will ask you
they always do.
When death calls on you,
What did you do?
Im happy to say,
I took its cup
and drank and drank
and drank some more
till no drop was left
For mercy's death.
Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 1:59 AM UTC
Did you fight for me,
or did you just say goodbye?
Was I a thought for you,
when all I did was cry?
Did you hold onto life,
As I held onto yours?
Hammering your chest
hoping for your eyes to wake.
Or did you let yourself,
be captivated and wooed?
When you saw that light!
Calling on to you.
Or were you petrified,
numb to my lips,
and deaf to my words?
When you saw yourself being buried alive.
So I ask you one last time.
Did you fight for me,
did you fight for our love?
Did you hold on to dear life,
as I held onto your corpse?
For it were just seconds,
I saw you laughing
I saw you smiling
I saw you get up
only to be a cold body
laying on the floor.
Oct 28, 2020
Oct 28, 2020 at 1:17 AM UTC
Bend to the wind
Bend to the storms
Sway Sway Sway
Its leaves blown away
Its twigs broke and torn
Sway Sway Sway
Deep in the soil
Its roots hidden to the core
The storm rages on
Sway Sway Sway
Lightning Strikes
But no Fire
All that is left
Are its splinter
and a trunk
Sep 5, 2020
Sep 5, 2020 at 12:11 AM UTC