How do I get out of this place every time I try I seem to fail
Its no ones fault it is my own I don't think I belong here
Youth is wasted on the young I think I finally have gone stale
One step forward two steps back I can't seem to change gears
Can't stand the changing feelings I can't escape this world
Constantly in their cross hairs why don't they just shoot
Its finally built up in side me but why don't I unfurl
Everyone has their own feelings but mine seem moot
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 2:38 PM UTC
Spend all day working in the sand
Sweating bullets just to make us grow
Why do I bother giving you a hand
Lets move forward but you don't want to go
Not going to change your mind
Don't get why you stick around
Your mixed feeling are wasting time
All I want is us rising off the ground
Tired of being the nice guy always
They normally read you fairly quick
You are the flavor only some days
Its only temporary its never sticks
Sep 13, 2019
Sep 13, 2019 at 1:37 PM UTC
What I thought was real turned out to be surreal
you keep me waiting for a another moment
Unsure of your end game unsure if you are real
Struggle to find comfort in your messages
are you feeling the same way I feel?
You said our conversation was intense
I know your hurt I didn't mean to steal
Left waiting for another moment
Every second every hour I can feel.
Our thoughts and wants are not the same
Maybe you just need time to heal.
Sinking feeling is keeping me down
Spending all day wondering how you deal
maybe you feel the same as me
Wishing it meant more wishing it was real
Love shouldn't be so difficult on the soul.
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 1:40 PM UTC
Life is not like a TV commercial
Can't always get what you want
sick and tired of all the infomercials
you realize that is not what I want
Everyone is stuck in their safe space
I got the modern day blues
I just want to be in my own place
spend most of my day looking for clues
everyone is on separate levels
some don't know how to move on
spend your life barely making pebbles
does it even matter in the great beyond
lower will always cater to the top
just trying to climb the latter
doesn't feel like it will ever stop
in the end does it all really matter
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 3:48 PM UTC
Dark clouds always follow me
Always wondering if it will end
Rains so much I can not see
Waiting for a call no one sends
Everyone seems so free
Wishing I had a friend
Angry looks I just want to be
Sadness that will not mend
Water pours on my head
Nothing to keep me dry
Just want to stay in bed
Can’t stand even if I tried
Always filled with dread
Just want to go and hide
Wishing I was home instead
No place to go inside
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 4:12 PM UTC
Come join us your life will be great
I don’t want to I enjoy being me
Conform like us before it’s to late
And be like everyone else can’t you see
Join the party so you can be fake
I’m not fake I just want to be
Being like that will get you hate
I don’t mind hate as long as I’m free
No wonder your life is so lame
I’m not lame I just enjoy being free
Don’t you want your life to be the same
I do but it’s not real how you want to be
No wonder you were always insane
Your the insane one I enjoy being me
Why do you think we are all the same
Because you don’t think about being free
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 4:11 PM UTC
When you sat next to me I felt your energy
your longing for love your craving for another soul
I wanted to reach out and touch you
But our social norms kept us only strangers
both of our souls a 1000's years old
we were lovers in another life
but in this one it wasn't meant to be
I wont forget your smell,face or skin
You and I are the same
I can never forget how you made my day
When you sat next to me I felt your loneliness
You felt mine as well
we should of danced but both are scarred.
Aug 6, 2019
Aug 6, 2019 at 5:11 PM UTC
Grab them high grab them low
Soon you will feel the flow
They are ripe they are ready
Go ahead and pick a berry
Up and down side to side
its a bear time to hide
Pick them fast pick them slow
Don't worry they will always grow
Don't drop then they are hard to carry
Smash the berries turn them into jelly
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
want to be on the outside looking in?
Life will be a challenge let me begin
People will look at you with hate
The thin ice of life is hard to skate
Forget about having people to talk to
You will never have your own crew
Be prepare for an internal kind of day
Those hate filled stairs are here to stay
You spent to much time to yourself
Wish your feelings go on the shelf
Voices get louder when your by yourself
You will be wishing for your health
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 12:32 PM UTC
Born inside a castle on top of a hill
What was a life has taken a spill
Can’t march to the beat of a drum
Some might consider you dumb
Forced fed what my future should be
don’t want to be part of that reality
Can’t get a grasp of some stability
don’t think I have that kind of ability
Just want to make up my own mind
realize I have fallen way behind
Wish I followed the path like I should
I think way to much for my own good
Living in a shack down by the river
At this age your expected to deliver
Don’t want none of your ways
Just rather waste till the end of days
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 11:52 AM UTC