Long awaited you have been
Please don’t make me spin
last year had enough twists and turns
it’s certainly a time that’s been burned
into my brain and the memories of us all
As I am sure you recall
Please do me a favor
I’ll take you as my savior
do not make this year hell
I just want everything to go well
Be the opposite of last year
Let’s create a new frontier
a better future
where you are not the same abuser
2020 striped me of so much
but 2021 it is you that I trust
Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 1:01 AM UTC
We come from different sides of reality
oh, its quite a tragedy
5 foot 2 blonde hair blue eyes
the reality some seem to despise
Hidden behind every corner is a new obstacle one must attack
Constantly I watch my back
women in the world today
constantly watching what we weigh
lack of support
so we try to conform
Become exactly like you want
yet my devils still haunt
You will never know the truth to my reality
oh its quite a tragedy
Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 12:38 AM UTC
I look at the mirror but I am unsure of what I see
Of course on the outside she is me
But I look at her eyes
With that a little piece of me seems to die
We are not the same
I keep my pain tucked inside
But yet it does not hide
I am who I am because of what went on
I am who I am because of how I strived on
She is the past I wish I could forget
The one who is filled with regret
The one who questions her worth
Instead of knowing what she deserves
She is me and I am her
Yet there is quite a few lines that we blur
Jul 6, 2020
Jul 6, 2020 at 2:41 PM UTC
I live in fear
But never for myself
Bystanders video, as the act done
by “my people” takes place
But I am not one of “my people”
I live in fear
Not from them, but for them
Another mother who loses her son
Maybe from a gun
maybe from a cop kneeling on his neck
Either way it is not correct
Innocent lives lost, with no one to pay
Day after day, the fear grows
Sprouting into the unknown
Pouting people pray
But they could never repay
“my people” keep their jobs
And their lives
I wish things could go my way
For I would jump far forward to what I hope will be the good days
Jul 6, 2020
Jul 6, 2020 at 3:08 AM UTC
I am ready to go
not too far I hope
I’ve been distant and distracted
it has caused a lot of traction
who I was has faded
I think back on all I traded
I would have done anything for you
but now I am left here without a clue
no idea who I was
no idea of what I’ll become
but I hope that you’ll be happy
I don’t regret all that happened
I was gone long before I met you
our time together was nothing more than a vacation
I must leave again though
until I have something I can show
not for you, but for me
I need to find my missing piece
Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 8:16 PM UTC
You are worth more than you know
you have overcome the lowest of all lows
battled with your self
tried developed your wealth
let someone else in
you don’t need to be a lone wolf
you can be the leader of the pack
trust me there is nothing you lack
Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 6:27 PM UTC
I never doubted that we were all equal
After all we’re all just people
We need to trust that our generation will correct
The mistakes of those from the past
We cannot fear what tomorrow will bring
For we must focus on today’s things
For centuries we have dealt with this type of brutality
Which is why there are countless casualties
This must end soon
Although we will never heal their wounds
Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 5:01 PM UTC
Never question where I stand
I will always be there if you need a hand
I will never judge you by the color of your skin
But rather by what’s within
Look at me when you need support
For I will continue to reinforce
The BLACK LIVES MATTER
Even when we are not all gathered
Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 5:00 PM UTC
This quarantine has left us wrecked
Mental illness we can no longer neglect
nearly everyone has become depressed
family bonds have been put to the test
This level of trauma is hard to bare
We were nowhere near prepared
People say this might happen again in the future
Hopefully it’s just a rumor
Only time will tell
Hopefully we can break this spell
I wish we could be sure
Because it is not something I wish to re-endure
Even when this clears
I will still live in fear
With a pantry fully stocked
a secret stash of hand sanitizer locked
Maybe then I won’t be so shocked
People have died
Yet some believe it’s all a big lie
The way this seems to work
I am sure it will lurk
In the back of our minds it will stay
Until it comes back one day
Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 4:59 PM UTC