I can't sleep
Even if I could I'd still be tired
I contemplate taking the leep
Always of a spired,
Tall edge
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 8:56 PM UTC
I'm a waste
a waste of food
a waste of life
a waste of air
I'm a sour aftertaste
to a sweet pastry
a worm in a candied apple
a waste of attention
I'm a rat
and my insides are rotting
Mar 25, 2021
Mar 25, 2021 at 4:18 PM UTC
I'm just a bit insane
been this way for a bit now
it started when I met you
I vaguely remember how
then the tormenting followed
a downward plummet from then
that's when I was hollowed,
skinned and destroyed
now the simple pronunciation of your name hurts the scars.
cant seem to fill the void
It's not your fault it's mine.
your name digs into me
I wanted to stay in bed
then the demons came
at first a deep feeling
then little by little turned into dread
now I'm dead and I'm just a bit insane
but who isn't
Mar 25, 2021
Mar 25, 2021 at 4:01 PM UTC
i love you
you may not know why
you never knew
and thats okay
if only i ccould sculp my love with clay
your eyes a mix of many colours
each one more pretty then the last
and for your smile i fell so fast
Jul 11, 2020
Jul 11, 2020 at 9:10 PM UTC
its my in stomach
its in my lungs
i want to cry in my bed
and get this thing out of my head
yet neither will occur
its all just a blur
May 14, 2020
May 14, 2020 at 5:23 PM UTC
im scared im uncurable
and that im not inportant,
that you dont love me,
that i cant just be happy,
im scared that the feeling of pure fear in my gut wont go away
and that you still wont care,
that i cant stop caring,
that the river will keep making me trust you
that the current wont stop bringing me towards
that i will always be sad
May 8, 2020
May 8, 2020 at 5:40 PM UTC
im not worth your love
im not worth your attetion
im not worth your food
im not worth your affection
im not worth your protection
im not worth time
im not worth any of it
May 4, 2020
May 4, 2020 at 2:05 PM UTC
i cannot be nice
i hear gun shots
i see knives
i taste bile
i smell death
every where i go
i cannot be nice
Apr 30, 2020
Apr 30, 2020 at 10:42 AM UTC
i cant do this anymore
im almost out of power
i cant do this anymore
i feel like a crumbling tower
i cant do this anymore
im always feealing like a caword
because i feel and i wish i didn't
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 1:01 AM UTC
a single song can make me forget
for a little while
that im completely empty.
the music fills me
but its not plenty
and im still nothing
on the inside .
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 5:48 PM UTC