Currently waiting inside the car
while my tummy's state at war
I lean with abstractions in my mind
Purely and briefly outlined
As I take my pen
Jotting the essence of writing
That ought to be spoken
Me with my head chock-full of sighting
Take one step at a time
Collect your thoughts
Thinking about its prime
Like untying the holding knots
May grapple at first
But the creative process
Can make it all together unforced
As though you're learning to put them all on paper professed
Writing takes you to another place
In a way that prose can never do
The struggle of putting it all together
Very well to put together here
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 9:51 AM UTC
i can't love you.
i'm already in love with
someone else's words.
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 6:29 AM UTC
A cake I wont forget
Bought you without regret
Regretting not even my own breath
Everyone's favorite, red velvet
Mesmerized by your taste
Eating you without haste
Scrumptious in every aspect
Why are you so perfect
Every bite I make, happiness overflows
But doubting, "why sadness follows?"
Midway until the very last bite
A love of my life notice you in sight
As she walks towards you
Grabs you and there's nothing I can do
Oh red velvet, you're worth every dime
Everyone's favorite, until next time
Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 7:18 AM UTC
The pills didn't work
Useless anesthetic
To this raging storm inside me
Each and everyday passes by
I fake a smile to the world
No one ever knows
Underneath my smile
Is my broken heart
I had reached a breaking point
The crystals streamed down my cheeks
I screamed, I shouted, I yelled
"SOMEONE ! PLEASE !"
"HELP ME ! HELP ME !"
"I'M DYING.."
"I'M DYING INSIDE..."
"PLEASE..SAVE ME.."
I can hear them in a whisper
Yet they can't hear me screaming
Tick tock goes the clock
Waiting in the amber of darkness
Embraced only by the lonely night's breeze
Facing my daunting life's misery
"FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!"
A voice kept playing in my head
Repeating the same words
Over and over and over
As I see
A light at the end of the tunnel
A ray of hope
For in this very moment
I only have me
Only me
I have to fight
No! I must fight
This is my life, my match, my war
If there is only one winner
It will be me!
This game of mine
I am going to blow it up
As only I and I alone
Can paint a future that I truly deserve
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 5:46 AM UTC
i have too many scars on my back.
...from all the knives people have stuck in it.
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 9:05 AM UTC
Getting hurt is inevitable
Also is an obnoxious feeling that no one can't resist
Some people would rather feel nothing at all
Wishing love didn't exist
Why don't they love us back?
Leaving us false hope
It gives us a heart ache
Like tying ourselves in a strong rope
Why look for something when right one's in front of you?
Loving them makes our life complete
They make our life out of the blue
That no one can't compete
We may feel weak at first because of suffering
But one day, we'll gonna learn lessons by recovering
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 9:00 AM UTC