Sigh.
I started the day off.
It gets mundane to be going through the same type of conversations everyday.
I've never been questioned about my social life before. Why is it hard to believe that someone loves the silence, the emptiness, the loneliness?
It's not an excuse I make to cover up for accused lack of social skills. I have good social skills. I talk. I listen. I entertain. But it doesn't mean I enjoy socialising. It's just
like a theatre act. Put on a mask, act out someone you're not, and get applauded. You do not carry this mask or the audience back home.
I've heard of a saying, 'silence is an answer'
But to me, sigh-lent is an emotion.
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 12:23 PM UTC
It's always you against the world but it's
Okay to remain silent
To sail through your endless thoughts
Be in your world,
Alone wandering like a traveller of the night
It's okay to be alone.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 10:57 AM UTC
you sit in a cafe
you wait for the coffee you had ordered 30 minutes ago
you then notice a group of men in expensive suit walk in
your eyes follows their every move
they find for the large table to sit
they take out papers from their suitcases
suddenly one man stands up and shouts at the owner
'give me my rent or i'll blow this place up'
the owner runs to the back of the cafe
you hear sobs
you hear screaming
you hear rummaging of glasses
suddenly you hear nothing
it all stopped
the man went to check at the back
he stomped out angrily
'she's dead', he said.
'next cafe then', they said.
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 8:32 AM UTC
You scare me, of how you have become a part of my life
You scare me, of how much I must depend on you
You scare me, of how you can hurt me
You scare me, of how much you can love me
You scare me, of how much I love you
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 8:37 AM UTC
I feel nothing but heartache
I taste nothing but my tears
I hear nothing but my sobs
l smell nothing but the rain
I see nothing but you in my mind
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 8:35 AM UTC
to the woman so heartless;
you sit on the bench at the train station,
watching people walking pass you.
you see a toddler running around without his mother beside.
you then notice a woman looking all over frantically.
the toddler runs into the middle platform , into the crowd.
you ignore and wait for a random man dressed in an expensive looking suit.
you spotted a man carrying a suitcase.
you start walking with a stick, like a blind man.
you use the stick, hit the man on his knee.
he drops his suitcase. you take the suitcase and run away.
you bring it into the toilet and opened it.
in it, you find papers.
papers of his will.
he has a week left to live.
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 10:13 AM UTC
i forgot how to breath
when you came into my life
feel like 10 feet high
how could this be
i didnt need anyone
and then you came
and then you said hello
who would ever thought that you change me forever
i dont need anyone
but only you
how did this happen
when you said those words
that made me feel like im enough
let this end be with you
let this feel like we're here forever
let us feel each other, in a world of no one ever
Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 9:21 AM UTC
The way you make me feel when you hold my face when you kiss me
The way you gently stroke my cheeks before devouring me
The way your hands make your way to the back of my body
The way my hair stands when you touch
The way you kiss my forehead when we leave
The way you pull me closer in the movie theatre
The way you annoyingly whisper during movies
The way you shut your ears when movie trailers play
The way your nose always turns cold in theatres
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 2:23 PM UTC
At 2
The hue
Of the morning dew
It makes me wonder
What happens if the day never began?
What will I be doing?
Listening to underrated British boy bands
Sipping a cup of tea
Writing about the day that never came
Maybe it’s all for the best if the day never came
Why?
Another day of doing everything but not what I love
Another day of going through disappointing emails
Another day of sadness, madness and greyness
So if tomorrow never came, I would be frozen in this still
If you could see me now
I would be smiling while writing this
Because I’m living in a hope that the day will never begin
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 2:15 PM UTC
Somehow
You are
the one I want to be with
During lazy rainy days sitting around in nothing but each other’s embrace
Somehow
You are
The one I want to watch all harry potter movies with
The one I want to read all harry potter books to
Somehow
You are
The one I want to annoy forever
The one who annoys me forever
Somehow,
You are
The one I love the most
The one I truly adore
Somehow
You are
The only one.
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 2:05 PM UTC
