i won't tell the moon
that i fell for you
because the wind will hear
and will tell the jealous sun about you
Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
we're both running
from our haunting pasts
we both stayed
even though we knew it'll never last
this time together
let's try again
let's run away from everything
but with our hands intertwined
Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 12:11 PM UTC
maybe it's true
that i'll never learn
and i'll never be free
from the mistakes i did, and will again be
i knew i'm doing it again
the subtle glances, the little gifts
i knew i was going to lead myself on
but stopped at nothing
now i'm here
with my heart on my hands
thinking whether i should
keep it or drown it
it'll never be enough, i know
the courage, the effort
cause i myself isn't
what more things i do
and now i'm running away
from her and myself
from my doubts and insecurities
finding comfort in words
i know, i know
i have seen it all coming
I've already made a script about it
but tore it as we started
i'm sorry, myself
for being so stubborn
and not listening
to my self-made precautions
but i'm sorry, so sorry
for not believing,
for not trying,
to be who i really am
Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 12:40 PM UTC
Why did you touch me like that?
your hands soft, your hands with mine
touched me like you meant it
touched me like you knew
Why did you look at me like that?
your eyes never leaving mine
looked at me like you meant it
looked at me like you knew
Why did you smile at me like that?
your lips so plump, your smile so soft
smiled at me like you meant it
smiled ate me like you knew
Why are you braking my heart like that?
your laughter, so loud, my whimper, like a whisper
broke my heat like you meant it
broke my heart like you knew
touched me
looked at me
smiled at me
broke me
all so bad
yet so good
Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
Don't tell me
That it's love
When you want to keep him
All to yourself
It's not the attention
That you need
It's him, and all of him
That you want
When you tell me
That it is love,
I know that you know
That it is not that
Keeping him for yourself
Not wanting to share his smile
Treating him like your own
But in reality, he's not
You tell me it's love
When in fact it's not
It's you looking for something
That is not what it is
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 3:05 AM UTC
Walk me
Like what you did to him
Be with me
At times when I need you
Walk me
Like what you did to him
But I'll be sure to be careful
Not to let you too close
Walk me
Like what you did to him
But don't walk into my heart
Like what you did to him
Sep 27, 2017
Sep 27, 2017 at 10:02 AM UTC
Who knew
comfort was in the shape
of sweaty palms
and lullabies?
Sep 18, 2017
Sep 18, 2017 at 12:15 PM UTC
My dear lovely muse,
I thank you
For being the moon,
For bringing ink
Those sleepless nights
Became my fire
Lit up the world of words
Brought me to the peak
Let us see,
My muse,
If this path I walk
Will again be the path to you
Sep 17, 2017
Sep 17, 2017 at 2:25 PM UTC
You make me feel things
that I'm not proud of
but if you want me to,
I'll scream it to the world
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 11:10 AM UTC