she loved him to death.
Then she came to realization with how toxic he was and instead of falling out of love, she fell harder.
Every passing day she fell a little harder,
a little faster,
a little sadder.
she became anxious,
obsessive,
hurt,
sad.
But one morning she awoke to realize that she in fact
fell
out
of
it.
she loved him. she still does. But she was in love with him until the death of the relationship.
Now she just loves him.
From afar.
From the knowledge.
From the happiness an individual gave her.
-nm
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 2:55 AM UTC
I wish I could take my own life,
But how could I ever do that to you.
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 4:17 PM UTC
I want to grab on your feet
And make a fool of myself,
Begging you desparately to say you will never leave,
Behave irrationally.
But instead i will just lay here,
Praying you will call me yours
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 3:20 PM UTC
How do you know you are
ready to love?
You dont.
It hits you like a wave you never saw coming,
But the drowning doesnt hurt.
You breathe.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 2:52 AM UTC
Art Is Freedom.
Being able to bend things
That people see as a streight line.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 2:50 AM UTC
Dont be too proud to
Reach for a love you lost
When your mind was too young
To see how real it all was,
Not reaching is the real loss.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 2:24 AM UTC
I have enough heart for the both of us.
I have enough happiness, to stretch the corner of your smile all the way to the corner of my smile.
I have enough soul, to slow down your fast paced heartbeat, to take in all the beauty that is life.
I have enough tenderness, to bend the steel gates you have built around your identity; your heart.
Enough time to wait for the seed to grow and blossom into a red-blood rose, with sharp thorns that I'm gutsy enough to pick at and throw them away.
I have enough love for the both of us.
Enough to claim you.
Be with you.
Engulf you.
Please don't let all of this, go to waste.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 2:20 AM UTC