no_f4cking_reason_why - Hello Poetry

I love you, honey, but not like that you're turning out to be a psychopath your eyes have no light, no soul behind their blue it seems so me you're drowning in whatever's drowning you I miss you, baby, but not this way I need the old you back and I need him here to stay your smile's just a lie, another of your tricks well I don’t wanna play if there's a prize of falling bricks I want you, really, but not that much I have better things to do if you're just gonna be a **** your face unrecognizable, a demon in your skin I'm scared I'll someday wake up dead to find that I've ended up like him

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Mar 16, 2018

Mar 16, 2018 at 2:15 PM UTC

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Not that way (title credit: NeroameeAlucard)

I love you, honey, but not like that you're turning out to be a psychopath your eyes have no light, no soul behind their blue it seems so me you're drowning in whatever's drowning you I miss you, baby, but not this way I need the old you back and I need him here to stay your smile's just a lie, another of your tricks well I don’t wanna play if there's a prize of falling bricks I want you, really, but not that much I have better things to do if you're just gonna be a **** your face unrecognizable, a demon in your skin I'm scared I'll someday wake up dead to find that I've ended up like him

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It's so lonely here, but somehow calm I'm scared I might forget myself soon I'm on my own here, with sweaty palms That have no one to hold in their silent tune It's too quiet, so full of peace I'm terrified of what I'll become Creatures of the night, will never cease To be wild in their own home.

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Mar 15, 2018

Mar 15, 2018 at 7:05 PM UTC

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untitled.

It's so lonely here, but somehow calm I'm scared I might forget myself soon I'm on my own here, with sweaty palms That have no one to hold in their silent tune It's too quiet, so full of peace I'm terrified of what I'll become Creatures of the night, will never cease To be wild in their own home.

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I see her walking by Amongst the crowd she walks Clutching her schoolbooks in her arms The whole world glistens in her eyes No one sees her in the bustling halls No one notices her , no one at all Every day , no one at all Except me Head down, I pass life by A dark stranger in a world of light Schoolbooks kept close to my chest Shielding my mind from the loud universe I'm just another blank canvas, In this town of Van Goghs. Take no heed of where my footsteps follow I can't trust my own **** self I'm about to pass her My heart thumps My blood pumps I wish this would last forever But yet it hurts Because I can never have her From the inside the feeling burns But I still love her Sinking further into this dark hole Like the life's draining out of me Whispers of screams circle my brain I wish this was just a dream It aches, oh how it kills me I can never live a normal joyful life The familiar emptiness within me whistles a frozen tune Unloved. Unwanted.

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Mar 11, 2018

Mar 11, 2018 at 1:02 PM UTC

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From inside the feeling burns (collab with my boyfriend, Niall O'Connor)

I see her walking by Amongst the crowd she walks Clutching her schoolbooks in her arms The whole world glistens in her eyes No one sees her in the bustling halls No one notices her , no one at all Every day , no one at all Except me Head down, I pass life by A dark stranger in a world of light Schoolbooks kept close to my chest Shielding my mind from the loud universe I'm just another blank canvas, In this town of Van Goghs. Take no heed of where my footsteps follow I can't trust my own **** self I'm about to pass her My heart thumps My blood pumps I wish this would last forever But yet it hurts Because I can never have her From the inside the feeling burns But I still love her Sinking further into this dark hole Like the life's draining out of me Whispers of screams circle my brain I wish this was just a dream It aches, oh how it kills me I can never live a normal joyful life The familiar emptiness within me whistles a frozen tune Unloved. Unwanted.

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I love you too much. I think I'm in love now. was falling slowly, with no rush, but you've hit me hard somehow. maybe it was the last time we kissed, or perhaps our silly morning texts. was it the calls from you I missed, or is it that I won't know what comes next? I love you too much. I feel we both know now. my heart bursts when you mention "us", and I can't ever think of you and frown. maybe it's the way you smile, perhaps it's those gorgeous eyes. is it cause I haven't seen you in a while, or is it that you don't steal my fries? I love you too much. I think the world knows that by now. still sinking, but I don’t give a **** cause you're my whole world anyhow.

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Mar 11, 2018

Mar 11, 2018 at 9:38 AM UTC

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I love you too much.

I love you too much. I think I'm in love now. was falling slowly, with no rush, but you've hit me hard somehow. maybe it was the last time we kissed, or perhaps our silly morning texts. was it the calls from you I missed, or is it that I won't know what comes next? I love you too much. I feel we both know now. my heart bursts when you mention "us", and I can't ever think of you and frown. maybe it's the way you smile, perhaps it's those gorgeous eyes. is it cause I haven't seen you in a while, or is it that you don't steal my fries? I love you too much. I think the world knows that by now. still sinking, but I don’t give a **** cause you're my whole world anyhow.

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reset my brain refresh my mind show me new pain turn back these times relive this torture set back the clocks let me relove her then fall back to dark reset my brain refresh my mind break free these chains that hold down my kind comb my hair and wash my face let's all prepare for the end of this race

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Mar 11, 2018

Mar 11, 2018 at 8:47 AM UTC

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show me new pain

reset my brain refresh my mind show me new pain turn back these times relive this torture set back the clocks let me relove her then fall back to dark reset my brain refresh my mind break free these chains that hold down my kind comb my hair and wash my face let's all prepare for the end of this race

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slowly sinking gradually falling in love with you eventually tripping and crashing for you someday I'll be there to hopefully catch you too

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Mar 10, 2018

Mar 10, 2018 at 9:26 AM UTC

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slowly

slowly sinking gradually falling in love with you eventually tripping and crashing for you someday I'll be there to hopefully catch you too

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my old heart is failing, oh it's beats are fading, no, my blood, it won't flow. the whole world is edging, off the page, I'm dreading what comes next, I don't know. jagged pieces finely cut, into this poem, but it's lines do turn faint. God knows I'm not ready, for this test, mind heavy with the thought of your pain.

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Mar 7, 2018

Mar 7, 2018 at 5:22 PM UTC

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flatlining

my old heart is failing, oh it's beats are fading, no, my blood, it won't flow. the whole world is edging, off the page, I'm dreading what comes next, I don't know. jagged pieces finely cut, into this poem, but it's lines do turn faint. God knows I'm not ready, for this test, mind heavy with the thought of your pain.

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ready or not here I come you can hide but you can't run in every corner of every room I'll be searching to try find you ready or not here for more I've shown my face can you show me yours? ready or not here I come if you're looking to live call 911 ready or not.

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Mar 4, 2018

Mar 4, 2018 at 5:51 PM UTC

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ready or not

ready or not here I come you can hide but you can't run in every corner of every room I'll be searching to try find you ready or not here for more I've shown my face can you show me yours? ready or not here I come if you're looking to live call 911 ready or not.

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drugs and money that's all he ever cared about keep calm honey you're all he's ever cared about *** and drinking on his list without a doubt over thinking he ain't ever been worn-out you're into it but girl your life is fading c'mon take a swim it'll take away the pain yeah hitting blunts too he in your life, invading miss the old you but **** that ***** persuading

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Mar 4, 2018

Mar 4, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC

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Change

drugs and money that's all he ever cared about keep calm honey you're all he's ever cared about *** and drinking on his list without a doubt over thinking he ain't ever been worn-out you're into it but girl your life is fading c'mon take a swim it'll take away the pain yeah hitting blunts too he in your life, invading miss the old you but **** that ***** persuading

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you say you know me no more you're on your knees on the floor hands behind head, are you scared? I wonder if you ever cared just come on clean, tell the truth cause you know babe I love you don't make me pull this trigger don't cry, your grave's getting bigger oh no, don't tell me to calm I'm fine, it's you who's no plan where is he? is he still here? Come out man, I can smell fear stop screaming, what about us? we have some things to discuss I know that you've been a **** who's wrong here? it's me you've cut.

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Mar 3, 2018

Mar 3, 2018 at 6:14 PM UTC

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On the floor

you say you know me no more you're on your knees on the floor hands behind head, are you scared? I wonder if you ever cared just come on clean, tell the truth cause you know babe I love you don't make me pull this trigger don't cry, your grave's getting bigger oh no, don't tell me to calm I'm fine, it's you who's no plan where is he? is he still here? Come out man, I can smell fear stop screaming, what about us? we have some things to discuss I know that you've been a **** who's wrong here? it's me you've cut.

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