i lost my soul in a place surrounded by darkness. i don’t even know who am i anymore, i’ve become alone, lost, stuck in a familiar body with a different soul.
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 4:26 AM UTC
you are here
in the colors
i see
the textures
that kiss
my fingertips
you exist presently
in everything
not just
a mere memory
#HeartSoup
Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 1:55 AM UTC
this trains of thoughts
are unstoppable
but are going nowhere
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 1:48 PM UTC
Too many thoughts.
Too little courage to speak out.
I am lost.
I really don't know what to do.
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 12:48 PM UTC
"You hurt. You recover. You move on".
"You suffer. You learn. You change".
Odds are pretty good, you're just going to get hurt again. But each time, you learn something. Each time it's going to be different. Each time, you come out of it a little stronger, and at some point you realize that there are more flavors of pain than coffee.
Pain does two things: It teaches you, tells you that you're alive. Then it passes away and leaves you changed. It leaves you wiser, sometimes. Sometimes it leaves you stronger. Either way, pain leaves its mark, and everything important that will ever happen to you in life is going to involve It in one degree or another."
Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 3:43 PM UTC
02:08 in the morning,6 seconds before it all sink in.
I just fake another smile and pretend.
Let it burn in my sleep, please.
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 2:08 PM UTC
Now!
Ask Him for forgiveness,
Sujood and drift away the loneliness,
Feel the greatness of His love,
For it may be your last sujood.
Now!
Read the revelation from God,
Qoran the finest piece for you,
For it may be your last reading.
Now!
Moist your paralyze tongue,
With dhikr and tasbeeh,
Istighfar and hear the beat of your heart,
Aching for Him,
For it may be your last dhikr.
Now!
Chased for good deeds,
Locked away your oblivion,
Because it may be your last attempt.
Now...
What are you doing now?
Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 11:46 AM UTC
"..You said there will never come a time when you would not be waiting for me, until the silence fell in and fell out. Few things changed, you know..My words; the words that had been enveloped in my heart, waiting for the seal to be broken, just to let out everything that had been hidden, just to unravel the secrets.. Because right now, the letters seem more audible than my bare voice.."
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 12:34 PM UTC
“I have finally slowly started to hate your existence. You know the state of your mind and body just before you drown into your sleep? The feeling is just like that. You slowly are involved into it without knowing much. But then, you are someone I had once been in love with and that creates a conflict between my heart and my mind. And it breaks my heart to accept the fact that we are not like what we were once. All the nights that we had spent together, not making love but playing action games till 12’o clock at midnight, sometimes even a bit more. Watching movies because you loved them and I could never deny watching them because you were what mattered to me more than my choices. Two scoops of ice-cream and that is exactly how you loved it. Flannel shirts, deep blue jeans and Vans that is how you carried yourself, everyday. It’s amazing and strange how things change, how promises are left to be broken even though you say you would never break them. God, I am left perplexed with these thoughts revolving around and in my head. But I swear to God, I had never wanted to hate you even though you gave me enough reasons to. I hate your existence but it shatters me; I am left shuddered. And yet, every time that I come across you or even get the slightest sight of you, I cannot help but smile. Yes, I still smile. I do not know why, but I do. I want to hit you, whack you, and slap some sense into you. Where have you been missing, where has that part to you that everyone loved, gone? I want these words to reverberate in your entire soul. I want you back. I need you back.”
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 5:05 AM UTC
a leaf falls
unattavhed from the stalk
flying in the wind
before landing
on the cold ground
manages to blow
the other leaves
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 1:47 AM UTC