when your life settles
you’re gonna miss me and
wish you wiped my eyes
when they welled up
because of you.
i hope you handle the quiet
better than i do
Nov 6, 2021
Nov 6, 2021 at 7:28 AM UTC
every day
***** the air out of my lungs
a little more
and I wonder how
much longer
they expect me to keep going
like this
suffocating with a smile
Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 4:03 PM UTC
im back
this time adding more colors
to my hair as i lose it from my lips.
left all my beds unmade
and my voicemail full.
this ******* house makes
my ears bleed
the watery sun cant thaw bones
stuck in their coffin
May 27, 2021
May 27, 2021 at 10:11 AM UTC
i soaked my pillow in
glitter tears and your name.
i know it’s not supposed
to be this hard to get out of bed
or live out the conscious hours
of a day.
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 9:08 AM UTC
i don't remember when
the lies became defining
but i know they were as necessary
as the cheap cigarettes.
the sky wasn't the only blue
the day you returned all my things.
i lost the plot last summer and you
(saw the Christmas lights without me).
you tell me fix myself
i told you it's only temporarily crippling,
the sadness, but i can't take another hit.
Mar 9, 2021
Mar 9, 2021 at 3:59 PM UTC
I’m with you every day
you could say there are days I’m not
but those are just lapses in time
where the sun and moon
rise and fall
obsessing
over your presence and absence
while I’m drifting through time
to drift with you.
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 11:02 AM UTC
i dont remember when
i swallowed all the blue in the world
but all i know is the exhaustion
and the red on my arms
i promise everything started out with
good intentions but i cant promise
anything after that
i cant find any empty spaces in my head
or any whole pieces of my heart
Mar 1, 2021
Mar 1, 2021 at 2:52 PM UTC
i love you
but i know i'll leave you.
warming your bones have
turned mine brittle.
i was 14 when the boys with sad eyes
started picking me apart
im not far from 21 and all I wished for
last year was to shed the skins
that have touched mine
Jan 29, 2021
Jan 29, 2021 at 10:07 AM UTC
It is your turn to be open of heart
to come and be vulnerable
to reimagine what else could be
it is your turn to be sincere
your turn to find me human, and still
love me and tell me this simply by sitting quietly next to me
by showing up all flawed and all
Jan 16, 2021
Jan 16, 2021 at 1:21 AM UTC