No it's fine
continue ignoring me when our eyes meet
I have nothing to say to you
but it's funny
how much I could say to her..
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 5:05 PM UTC
oh my god,
I never loved you,
I was just cold,
And you lit yourself on fire.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 3:38 PM UTC
I just hope you know
I love you
as much
as you hate me.
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 4:17 PM UTC
I wish you weren't so far,
I don't mind the physical distance,
But I wish you would return my calls,
I wish you would send me lame jokes when I'm feeling down,
I wish you would tell me everything is going to be alright,
I wish you would play me music until I drifted to sleep.
And I know you found someone new,
And maybe she's prettier than me,
Or funnier,
Or more talented,
But I hope you didn't tell her,
The same things you told me.
I hope she holds your heart dearly,
I hope she makes you happy,
But I hope when you get caught in the rain,
You remember me,
And the way we danced and shared a wet smiling kiss.
I hope one day you come across my favorite record,
The one we sang to a million time,
And a smile creeps onto your face,
and you laugh at our childish ways.
I hope your father still asks about me,
And your mother still compliments me,
And brother still mocks me.
Maybe one day you'll call,
You'll ask if it's different here,
You'll tell me about her,
And maybe I won't want to hear it,
But I'll say I'm glad you're so happy,
And I'll say she sounds wonderful,
You'll tell me she is.
I won't tell you I wish I was her,
And I won't tell you I miss you,
And I won't tell you I wish I could have stayed,
And been the one to make you so happy,
And I'll tell you about my life,
And I'll make it sound better than it is,
Because I don't want you to worry.
We'll hang up,
And I won't say I love you,
And you won't say it back,
But that's okay,
Because you called,
And that's enough,
To know you thought of me.
But you didn't call.
You're still with her.
And I'm still waiting.
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 5:44 PM UTC
I have written three god **** books about you,
and all you ever gave me,
was a half finished song
and a broken heart.
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 3:46 PM UTC
I am sorry,
To anyone I made feel this way.
I am sorry if you ever gave me your heart
And I used it to my advantage.
I am sorry if you put your trust in me
And I let you down time and time again.
I am sorry if you told me you were fine
While you were holding back tears.
I am sorry if you ever felt this alone
And felt you could not talk to me.
Because no one deserves this feeling,
This state of loneliness, betrayal, and heartbreak.
I am sorry if you let me into your world
And I overstayed my welcome.
I am sorry if I promised to stay and wait,
then disappeared the moment you turned your back.
I am sorry if I was ever the last thing on your mind
before you cried yourself to sleep.
Because no one deserves to drown,
in a flood caused by their own sadness .
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 1:13 AM UTC
I think what sickens me most,
Is the way you fear the way I think,
Because had I been a man
You would praise me for it,
Rather than taunt me.
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 8:19 PM UTC
I hope I one day forget how your love felt,
So I can stop craving it.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC
Maybe she's pretty,
But she'll never know why you can't go out later in the night.
Maybe she's smart,
But she'll never understand what you mean when you say 'fine'.
Maybe she's loving,
But she'll never see you cry uncontrollably.
Maybe you have a future with her,
But you'll always have a history with me.
Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 6:36 PM UTC