nikkie-smith-john - Hello Poetry

Breathe and breathe and breathe for me I’ll breathe and breathe and breathe for you This world This life The love and happiness All in your eyes Breathe and breathe and breathe for the best of things Breathe and breathe just breathe for me Read and read and read its right Think and think keeps me up all night The words that push and push with every sight I’m going blind from the thought… alright. So breathe and breathe and breathe for me We know I sure as hell cant do it decently I’ll breathe and breathe and breathe for you I can’t get enough of this green Sight all filled with blue Open my eyes- open to you… Just another night, no sleep in slight Bad rhyming ****** me off But this music is soothing And I get so inspired thinking of life Breathing is so hard Holding me back To many people around Only two can share solitude happily In the best of company How the cool air rest upon my skin Delicate and white never known what sun is Soothing, breath is still missing From my lungs only retrievable from love… But that is far, now close enough for now All there is, is hope But hope is held in God, if you believe in him What a lie of course you do I see it you just need to speak it. Maybe think about the breathing for once. Easy to forget when its not a loved one. Yes I did that and yes I did this. But I did it cause I obsess just a little bit. I don’t care just move out of the way, Please pilot, I’m done with the west, fly east for me. I wanna see the stars that you can never see in New York City I wanna be in the limits of the devils play ground With you holding one hand Jesus gripping the next Who cares if I sound crazy? Every great artist had their thing I can admit I’m rambling With incompatible ridiculousness But it’s true to say, I can’t breathe today When I can never breathe Can’t breathe until this life grants me with a touch And the **** tree’s will always be **** Iowa. It’s only in between.

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Jun 30, 2010

Jun 30, 2010 at 6:50 AM UTC

nikkie-smith-john

For Once Could I Ever Breathe, ****

Breathe and breathe and breathe for me I’ll breathe and breathe and breathe for you This world This life The love and happiness All in your eyes Breathe and breathe and breathe for the best of things Breathe and breathe just breathe for me Read and read and read its right Think and think keeps me up all night The words that push and push with every sight I’m going blind from the thought… alright. So breathe and breathe and breathe for me We know I sure as hell cant do it decently I’ll breathe and breathe and breathe for you I can’t get enough of this green Sight all filled with blue Open my eyes- open to you… Just another night, no sleep in slight Bad rhyming ****** me off But this music is soothing And I get so inspired thinking of life Breathing is so hard Holding me back To many people around Only two can share solitude happily In the best of company How the cool air rest upon my skin Delicate and white never known what sun is Soothing, breath is still missing From my lungs only retrievable from love… But that is far, now close enough for now All there is, is hope But hope is held in God, if you believe in him What a lie of course you do I see it you just need to speak it. Maybe think about the breathing for once. Easy to forget when its not a loved one. Yes I did that and yes I did this. But I did it cause I obsess just a little bit. I don’t care just move out of the way, Please pilot, I’m done with the west, fly east for me. I wanna see the stars that you can never see in New York City I wanna be in the limits of the devils play ground With you holding one hand Jesus gripping the next Who cares if I sound crazy? Every great artist had their thing I can admit I’m rambling With incompatible ridiculousness But it’s true to say, I can’t breathe today When I can never breathe Can’t breathe until this life grants me with a touch And the **** tree’s will always be **** Iowa. It’s only in between.

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Sit upon your chair and act a fool Smile like you always do Do do do-doo Love of this world, why don’t you act a fool? You can’t stop these words from happening You fail masterly They are elusive to the kindest of people But I hear them quite clearly You’re do do do doing it again Stud stud stud studdering, You’re a stud my love, of this I know is half true Love of this world, why don’t you act a fool? Your tongue is a road of bad slang I’ve walked it many of times And come to know nothing Of happiness in your life. Oh love of mine, why am I your fool? I lean on your empty pew And laugh with easy Breathe with discomfort Heart break; so many ways I am mirthful for you Congenial and noteworthy, you fill the sun and the sun consumes you The highway is over there, I’ll be traveling it soon The mason is out to make my star, going to stop you in line Line of my law love baby Oh love of this world, come stay the night with me. How I love you so oh oh oh, what’s your name again? I can’t remember, I was so busy blowing your mind. Let’s get together and start a riot, love of mine I can’t remember who you are Your name was lost in paper work But your face is burnt to my skin The last place you touched Has been cold ever since.

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Jun 26, 2010

Jun 26, 2010 at 1:17 AM UTC

nikkie-smith-john

Wont you stay long time

Sit upon your chair and act a fool Smile like you always do Do do do-doo Love of this world, why don’t you act a fool? You can’t stop these words from happening You fail masterly They are elusive to the kindest of people But I hear them quite clearly You’re do do do doing it again Stud stud stud studdering, You’re a stud my love, of this I know is half true Love of this world, why don’t you act a fool? Your tongue is a road of bad slang I’ve walked it many of times And come to know nothing Of happiness in your life. Oh love of mine, why am I your fool? I lean on your empty pew And laugh with easy Breathe with discomfort Heart break; so many ways I am mirthful for you Congenial and noteworthy, you fill the sun and the sun consumes you The highway is over there, I’ll be traveling it soon The mason is out to make my star, going to stop you in line Line of my law love baby Oh love of this world, come stay the night with me. How I love you so oh oh oh, what’s your name again? I can’t remember, I was so busy blowing your mind. Let’s get together and start a riot, love of mine I can’t remember who you are Your name was lost in paper work But your face is burnt to my skin The last place you touched Has been cold ever since.

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Silence is soothing Easy to breathe Only in the right company. Could God be sitting with me His love pertaining to see The true being inside me I know you watch- you see all of me I know you see- see everything I see. And it’s a shame, only you are me. Not sorry I sit here alone You do pretty well on my love You’re not impressed Riding the smoke from my lips How you taste like bitter wine And ***** Tips I think of Emily And the words she said “Nor could I rise with you, Because your face Would put out Jesus’. That new grace.” Is this true to me? Sometimes I feel it is For I only saw you My hand shake I know I’m on this mind I cannot touch I have never seen but I know I am there standing on a single crutch The hand guides me to safety Pulling the self pity high away What a shame it’s easy to get lost in Secretly enjoyable I feel God sit right next to me He says it’s ok to think It’s ok to see the way I see Because he sees me I’m high Higher then you think

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Jun 23, 2010

Jun 23, 2010 at 4:50 PM UTC

nikkie-smith-john

Just a Few Minutes in The Mist of chaos

Silence is soothing Easy to breathe Only in the right company. Could God be sitting with me His love pertaining to see The true being inside me I know you watch- you see all of me I know you see- see everything I see. And it’s a shame, only you are me. Not sorry I sit here alone You do pretty well on my love You’re not impressed Riding the smoke from my lips How you taste like bitter wine And ***** Tips I think of Emily And the words she said “Nor could I rise with you, Because your face Would put out Jesus’. That new grace.” Is this true to me? Sometimes I feel it is For I only saw you My hand shake I know I’m on this mind I cannot touch I have never seen but I know I am there standing on a single crutch The hand guides me to safety Pulling the self pity high away What a shame it’s easy to get lost in Secretly enjoyable I feel God sit right next to me He says it’s ok to think It’s ok to see the way I see Because he sees me I’m high Higher then you think

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My soul is so far but so close. I feel him breathe with easy as he keeps the world at bay for me. I am there and you are here, and we are together. The soul has no distance, only depth of thought. All shades of blue riddle my sight. My eyes are wide, shinning blue- into you I recognize the rain as the washing of my skin -draining away my sorrowed sin. My soul lets me breathe again. My soul is far but close. I feel him breathe with ease as he keeps the world at bay for me

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Jun 12, 2010

Jun 12, 2010 at 2:28 AM UTC

nikkie-smith-john

May 27, 2010

My soul is so far but so close. I feel him breathe with easy as he keeps the world at bay for me. I am there and you are here, and we are together. The soul has no distance, only depth of thought. All shades of blue riddle my sight. My eyes are wide, shinning blue- into you I recognize the rain as the washing of my skin -draining away my sorrowed sin. My soul lets me breathe again. My soul is far but close. I feel him breathe with ease as he keeps the world at bay for me

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I am not scared of Death Only scared You will be somewhere different then me Eighteen years apart what will after life be? I feel you so close- almost touch And when you smile- I swear I know Im going to Heaven

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Jun 12, 2010

Jun 12, 2010 at 2:17 AM UTC

nikkie-smith-john

Everthing will be ok

I am not scared of Death Only scared You will be somewhere different then me Eighteen years apart what will after life be? I feel you so close- almost touch And when you smile- I swear I know Im going to Heaven

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Why should I be worried You sit over there but Im on your mind So everything is ok

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Jun 12, 2010

Jun 12, 2010 at 2:10 AM UTC