It weighs on my shoulders;
It’s stored in my knees.
The shame I carry,
Brings me to my knees.
While I try to balance,
Downward dog yoga.
The premature wrinkles,
Wobbling on my knees.
It makes sense they’ve aged,
Crumbling against the weight.
I release as I breathe -
I release as I ooze ****** -
I release as I paint -
I release as I reconcile -
I release as I integrate.
Oct 24, 2025
Oct 24, 2025 at 7:21 AM UTC
Living like there is always tomorrow
Oblivious
Its too heavy a crown to carry
Death
Easier to ignore the downfall
Inevitable
But I cant let you go
Not you
My anchor
My solace
My hopes
My soul
Silly right?
The little girl in me never grew up
Dad you are my peace
My role model
My whole heart
My balance
Somehow it seems trivial
Having to go through life without you
Even though I have kids of my own
I cant let you go
I will shatter once you go
I will never be whole again
It will pass?
I will pass through life oblivious, anxious, hollow
I dont think Ive ever told you
How much you mean to me
Just knowing you exist in this rotten world
Turns everything into colour
I cant let you go
Ive walked through life
Ive had people come and go
Many have weaved their stories with mine
Many have passed uneventful
Most have been retched
Of all those people,
I never came across anyone like you
A heart of gold
Pure
Strong
Balanced
Supportive
Moral
Caring
Deep
Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 2:53 AM UTC
I take a plunge
The world shuts down
The mind goes quiet
I take a plunge
I am the ocean
Waves of pleasure
Build steadily
Release rhythmically
My eyes drown
Into yours
Tragically feeble
Yet
They want to drown
Deeper
Into the abyss
Into the unknown
Into the darkness
To bathe in what could be
In endless desire
In the unspeakable
the unfathomable
Drowning further
Barely breathing
Panting
Racing
There, when you can't hold it
There, between death and the living
There we meet
I take a plunge
I am the ocean
You take a plunge
We are one
Sep 23, 2025
Sep 23, 2025 at 7:34 AM UTC
The streets are empty
The crowds have taken shelter
A soft chill lands on your skin
Quiet sounds fill the air
Paris in all its majesty
Has fallen asleep
After taking in the Tour Eiffel
The Notre Dame
The seine
The food
The lines
The louvres
I settle into my bed
Unsettled
Paris is sleeping
Yet you are awake
In my mind
On my skin
At the tip of my tongue
Sep 15, 2025
Sep 15, 2025 at 7:06 AM UTC
You dance around with the words in your mouth
You don’t actually dance
They roll around your tongue
Like melted icecream lingering
You dance around with the words in your mouth
Yet you do not dance
Like a bee sipping the nectar from a new blossom
Words wedding words
Are we waiting for the vows?
Aug 27, 2025
Aug 27, 2025 at 7:46 AM UTC
To the boy who’s fixated blue
To the north pole
Void of Santas warmth
Cold blue ice
Yearning for elves
Frozen white snow
Aching for magic
To the boy who’s fixated blue
Fairytale dust I sprinkle unto you
Aug 23, 2025
Aug 23, 2025 at 1:56 PM UTC
Your finger reached out to trace my skin
Places others have never been
People bowed and faded
In reverence to this sacred mass
There, time did not exist
Rules did not make sense
My senses could not resist
A passage way into a trance
Snap out of it
Soul back to body
Body back to the world
People and sounds emerged
As we found ourselves
Sitting in the midst of a crowd
Sipping drinks
Losing ourselves
Aug 17, 2025
Aug 17, 2025 at 10:20 AM UTC
Gaping souls
And
Plundered holes
Excuse me!
You’re standing in my way
Aug 14, 2025
Aug 14, 2025 at 11:55 AM UTC
Wounds touched softly –
Caressed
Scars scrutinized slowly -
Undressed
If I am the vast ocean then you are the shore
Cleansing my insides with every tide
Unlocking hidden treasures
Long forgotten
And stories Untold
If I am the maze then you are the quest
To unravel and Unfold
If I am the dancer then you are the music
The ebb and the flow
If I am infinity then you are the universe
The charge and the glow
Wounds worshiped
Scars Adored
Undressed
Aug 14, 2025
Aug 14, 2025 at 6:38 AM UTC
I have this image
Lingering on my mind
I have this sensation
Wetting my insides
Your hand between my legs
Still, not moving
What was your hand doing there?
Checking for my vital signs?
Did you feel it throbbing?
Then you retract
The images linger on
An ache
A hunger
A buzz
I have this image
Developing in my mind
An ache to be ****** senselessly
An insatiable hunger to be taken from behind
Skirt lifted
Bent over the table
Exposed
******* dropped half way
Quite a sight
Still
Left there
Wanting for more
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 6:03 AM UTC