The day you left, I was for sure you'd be back.
days with out a call, I figured you were okay.
No one talked about you for weeks, no one asked questions.
Four years have gone past since you have even said hi to me.
You expect everyone to be okay that youre back?
I have grown to hate you.
The stories i made up about you so I would be okay.
Then our parents tell me the truth.
You took my best friend and turned him in to a demon
I want nothing to do with.
please just get out of my home
and go away for four more years then maybe ill want to see you.
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 12:29 AM UTC
Words I speak
Words I say
Words no one listens too
They question my trust
They question my skills
They tell me I never try
The words I try and speak
The things I try and say
Still no one cares
I tried to open my heart
I tried to be nice
But now I'm done
I tried my best
No one listened
Talk your ****
because I know it isn't true
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 4:58 PM UTC
What happened to you'll be there
What happened to you cared
When your promises wore off so did you
So what happens now
What happens when I'm gone.?
Will anyone notice,
Anyone care?
I might have too lay there dead with despair.
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 4:31 PM UTC
Your words hurt and scar
The tears I shad are like blood
The words you say are like a knife
When you said that you cut me so deep
The blood shad so thick
The scars are still there always hurting me
Memory's of you is like going insane
******* up my brain
Crying time after time
Finding reason after reason
Dying inside day after day
Maybe someday ill be okay
But I know that day isn't today
Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 9:00 AM UTC
the days are brighter
the smile is wider
every time i see you.
times are hard
you make it all okay
the days once were all gray
the days will be okay with you
May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 10:06 AM UTC
blood running down her arm
red thick blood hitting the floor
the pain she cant feel anymore
tightens the grip of the knife
deepens the cut
she cries so hard
yet no one comes
she takes the knife away
moving it up her arm
clean white skin
just began getting red
she is as deep as she will go
cleans the knife, hides it away
grabs the blood stained shirt
cleared the floor clean
does so with her arm
she now covers up and sleeps
one last night
fool of fright
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 10:15 AM UTC
the first time i heard you cry
the air became thick
i just choked up
didnt know what to say
i felt so bad
crying in my mind
it hurts me to see you hurt
the pain still fills the room
as if your still cryin in there
as if the lights were still out
and the air still so thick no one can speak
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 6:48 PM UTC
hides behind the makeup
dies behind the grave
says good bye within the tears
crys in sorrow
still made for death
she had one last breath
finds herself within the moment
she crys inside
she wasted her life
she is already dying inside
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 10:09 AM UTC
Its broken because of you
My heart is in pieces
Seperated and can't be fixed
Love is a lot
I tryed to fight for it
But you gave up
Kissed and hugged
But still not loved
Died a little in side
When you broke me
Never will be fixed
But no one gives a ****
Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 5:23 PM UTC
Hides the fear
But showing the tears
Scared to feel
Her heart is bare
But no one stares
She lives in fear
She killed for a dare
She trys not to be scared
Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 10:58 AM UTC