
I want to knock out all your teeth
with airborne nuggets of wisdom.
I want your empty gums to bleed
with pain and hatred and progress.
I want you to cut your hair off,
collect the locks, and throw
them at the trees in the afternoon,
for sanity's sake,
and I want the clouds sunk
into your head to spell
out like an airshow,
"I am Real, Valid, and going
to die."
Sometimes sitting straight up
in bed has its purpose,
pulling the blanket to the floor
and humming all those songs
without words, it's like therapy,
like rest, like wood.
The Lord will find his face
formed in your gnarls,
and he will cry.
He will say he loved you
since the beginning, since
you pierced your nose,
and that it doesn't matter
that you look down more
often than ahead, and that
your sighs grow flowers
at your feet.
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 11:30 AM UTC
We put our mattresses on the roof and sneezed into each others' hands; murmuring, "I'm sorry and I love you, I'm sorry and I love you." They slid off in the morning while we slept on them--the mattresses--and we crashed into the garbage bins a story down. They were right, we were trash all along. We woke up as splinters and fragments, next to splinters and fragments, with only splinters and fragments to say. The lid slammed shut over us and I traced it with my fingers, and told her how I feel better in the dark anyway. We both felt better in the dark anyway.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 11:40 PM UTC
The up side to living in a place so empty is if there is no one playing music, you learn how to listen to the trees. If there is no art, you learn to see the beauty in the trash cans, the plastic bags, the blurred faces. If there is no one telling you they love you, you silently question yourself into spirals, or find it in the dirt. My fingernails are clotted. My head: fluid. My face lighted by friction of grinding teeth. I will knock myself over when I'm ready, and trees will grow from my dust long after they've thrown me away.
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 1:01 PM UTC
People don't take kindly to wanting everything to be free.
Elephant tears in latin skin drip quickly from their leather faces while they scream "This is America, you have to pay for what you believe".
No one has ever applied land of the free so literally. Golden prosperity jingling. Stick with the concrete, and fall through winter folds.
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 3:47 PM UTC
Don't second guess the heart of holy ghosts. Don't recommend the books that seek your skin and heathen bones. Don't fall guilty of happiness and fraud or life or experience or jargon, or unlucky fines of brute crest mammals herding north. It's all in my head, tell me again.
Pointed knuckles seek the throne, seek help. Empty plastic bags bland the glit of coming phosphors, heat the shining thumbs of forty men. It's all in my head! I didn't see them work themselves to death, fall out hurtless among the chips ahoy box, resting empty on my carpet! Eat the herbs, taste the body, sing through nostrils geometrically still. Stare at your future, a grey dust bit, breezing circles on the window sill.
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 1:11 AM UTC
Tile lines.
Short quieckass.
Don't letons.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 1:06 PM UTC
fake wood grain pressed conscious desk
pushing up on elbows, and armpits, and eyelids
headache computer screen
sinks between teeth and gum
slavery is dead,
only very much alive
not in the same sense..
not in the same sense..
machines collect dust
lives go numb
and wages are spent on daily bread.
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 12:45 PM UTC
Bitter grot,
daily grey hemlock pulp
wavy lays and apple flesh
at lull.
Brain floating static,
the kind that builds
in shoulder muscle
pushing through an image
mostly null
and void--
a happiness inherent in
South Korean absence
beaten to death by
self & blood & head--
a black that follows everything
in late class hurried laundry pickings
red and blue striped glass
of smoke & life & pine.
Needles ***** the sides of aether sighs
Halving forests by signing
American english bible verses
to the sky.
The path is inside
beside the others.
Content ears
hear nothing new.
Mar 18, 2014
Mar 18, 2014 at 12:55 AM UTC
The cord is caught between my desk and my foot
my thoughts and my tongue
my fingertips and everything else
**** life from willow
and scream at television screens
that project images into vectors
eating steel through cotton table cloths
every Sunday.
Seated, watching the time
restraining thoughts of getting there
when there hasn't yet been defined.
Uselessness and vigor
will pour through my pores
at 1919 ft worth
and settle,
****
It's never going to settle.
Mar 16, 2014
Mar 16, 2014 at 6:26 PM UTC
Strings of life thread form
beneath your collar bone,
only when you aren't looking.
And every distracting thought
is a tally mark onto the stone board
between soft edges of obsidian cliffs.
Mint green elbows pry
the heart from ten commandments
and stitch spirit into twig houses
by the highway.
Cardboard ghosts reach forth
cream knuckles and seated stares
from scintillating pavement and disillusion.
Morning coffee candles burn,
tasteless, vague,
daisy-chained and flooded,
and man seems absolutely
unnecessary.
Mar 7, 2014
Mar 7, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC