Loving you was a dream, but now its a reality. Ive never said this before but loving you was the best thing that's ever happend to me, ill take the part of loving you the way your exes couldn't do. The man you had could keep you their but the man you have can let soar high. Because of you I'm a new man you know. Being with you has changed my attitude. Even tho we fight, I may not want to, but who are we if we can't get through. Your an angel and you have lifted my curse. Because loving you was the best I could do. I may not be perfect but hopefully I am perfect to you. Because **** do I care for you. Kiss me here and kiss me there. I will never be soaring away. The love I have for you will never be the same with out you. Xoxo to my beautiful Fiance Kailee Rhea Wright Xoxo love your man Nathanial Lee Ray Fowler
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 11:55 PM UTC
You know that feeling that you get when your walking down the street at night and its dark, you start to think that someones watching you. Don't worry your not the only one that thinks that at all.
The darkness is a place,
a place of light,
a place of peace,
a place of life,
a place that most of us are scared to enter,
a place that not one we are scared of but the things in the dark also,
if your mom or dad or any family member that has ever told you that there was a monster in the walls of the house or under your bed or even if there was a monster out there in the world that will one day find you a take you away from all your loved ones you have ever know,
That monster i have met but not only is it a monster its a gal in my life, It may be a guy for you but it was a gal for me and its not bad that she took me from the others i love like my family its good because not only did she take away my love for them but she made that small love for them turn into a love that cant be deprived of anything at all ilove this gal with all my heart and she makes my world and life a better place than having a life that hurts. I use to cut and think about committing suicide i stopped writing poems because i was depressed...... not only was i depressed i was in a horrible place at the time, then i met this gal and this gal has changed my whole life. She made my life, a life to remember ilove this gal to the fullest.
love
love is not just a feeling
love is an emotion
its an action
and its everything
to show you have love for something
you cant show it
you have to feel it.
you cant deny the feeling
love is love.
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 2:51 PM UTC
*feed me poison,
watch me die,
savour while I struggle.
stab me with knives,
hear me cry,
make my screams your favourite song.
cut me up,
bleed me dry,
swim in my tears.
let me go through hell,
in beds of fire, lie
make castles of my ashes.
leave me behind,
and say goodbye,
carry with you a piece of me.
but please.. don't say you love me
only to lie.*
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 8:54 PM UTC
I don't know, if I still care
But that doesn't even matter cause you're not here to hear what I have to say
And since you've gone away
I've been living in my yesterday
Forsaking my today
night and day
I've been searching for the answers at the bottom of every bottle
Trying to fit in the thoughts that don't even really matter
Sometimes I just sit back and push the throttle
And see where I lead myself
I don't believe myself
And I don't even really know where I see myself
With you, without ourselves
Is what they say is true ?
That we can't ever escape from ourselves
Well **** you, **** everyone that has a need to tell
That there is heaven and hell
Good and bad
Maybe I should just **** myself
Maybe I would, but I guess
I don't really even care anymore
**** I'm getting sentimental again
I am getting mental again
Maybe it's all just a game
Of names and lies
What do you do when you see someone else in those eyes
Before you can speak
The moment dies
You think you can finally sleep
But it eats you inside
Besides, you can't really tell if it's just a spell or you're losing your mind
Maybe you need help
But no pill is kind
My will is fine
My heart's still mine
Been around the world
I should have paid heed to the signs
Now there's something that feels empty inside
I've been looking but I just cannot find it
So **** it
I'm gonna take the bottle and hit the throttle
Get away from these voices that keep on getting louder
Maybe love is just not a word and tears not just water
****
I'm a thousand miles down and I've still got her
There's something about it, something about her
That drives me crazy.
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 8:54 PM UTC
*I can no longer find my voice in bullets and pill bottles. So I found it among the blood and ***** Ain't it funny how the things that are bad for our health are good for our minds?*
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 8:53 PM UTC
you get so used to something;
to someone;
never expect them to abandon you
though you condoned their departure
you saw it coming
it was all experienced yesterday
except, then
it was only a distant speck
you brushed away the dust you kicked up and
ignored the arguments that weighed on your conscience
you saw it coming
yet it still hits you like a freight train
with your back to it;
your earphones in
because you were trying to enjoy a walk
on such dangerous tracks;
such thin ice
you saw it coming
so what choice do you now have
but to finally collapse;
to let it run you over
and let your
omniscient bones
break?
you saw it coming,
but you let it hit you anyway.
please, get out of the way next time.
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 8:53 PM UTC
The world isnt just one place and one girl/guy isnt just one girl/guy when you find that girl/guy that makes you happy and makes you feel blessed and makes it to the point where you want to do better keep it dont let go not one person is what you need find the one for you then move on in that relationship this is your time to shine and take pride in what you can have and dont Stop holding back go out there and find that person.
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 8:46 PM UTC
The thought of you was stuck in my head today just hear things that sounded like you made me shed a tear not of sadness but of happiness
I checked my phone all the time and everytime that I heard a vibrate I was hoping it was you so now that im with you today telling you this poem I want to tell you Iloveyou and I dont want this nite to end
Stay with me forever and ever
Oct 25, 2015
Oct 25, 2015 at 9:35 PM UTC
you say you love but is it true, all these feelings i have for you.
Days go bye with me thinking do you really? Are you sure?
Why? what do you see in me? I am not saying this in a bad way I'm just wondering is this true and if it is please clear my confusion and show me? PLEASE? :'(
Oct 25, 2015
Oct 25, 2015 at 12:08 AM UTC
To me this thing we got is something I want.
This thing you say is good
This thing we got is something special
Im scared to say iloveyou
But the only way I can is through the arms of poetry
Will you be mine and mine forever
Cause this thing we call a crush is something I longed for
Will you be mine
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 2:22 AM UTC