It's 1:14. Usually when all the thinking & memories kick in. It's when people think of their past & just over think things. When we think of something, our perspective on it is different from 1:14am & 1:14pm. Sadly, our 1:14am thoughts makes us sad. It's those "I wish" "I'm sorry" "can we" thoughts. Our 1:14pm thoughts are more like "no" "I'm strong" "I can get through this" "ignore it". Our thoughts at night are stronger & I know it's scary. That boy texting you late at night is just over thinking things. He'll get over it. It's his "1:14am" mind speaking. But think of it this way, if that boy is at the point where he wants to talk to you about you & him at 1:14am & wants to forget it & be friends at 1:14pm, forget him. He's not worth your time.
-N.U
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 12:16 PM UTC
It started off as a crush.
The little butterflies when you were around.
The excitement I felt when your named popped up on my phone.
The hugs
The cute texts.
I never imagined how much my feelings would grow for you.
The long paragraphs
The long hugs
The "I miss you" &
The "I love you" texts,
How could I possibly not have such extreme feelings for you? You're my first love.
-N.U
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
I hate how much I miss you
I miss your hugs
Your kisses..
I miss the way you would look down at me when we hugged
The way you tried to be with me as much as possible
I miss your cute texts
Your videos of you ranting on about me
I miss everything about you
& I hate it...
-N.U
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 11:48 AM UTC
We live in a society where
*** is easily given up
Anxiety happens daily
Cutting is common
Depression is nothing
Anorexia is beautiful
Bulimia is gruesome
The smart ones are uncool
Social status defines you
Everyone wants to be someone
& Expenses are a competition.
Now don't get caught up in our society,
You might get anxiety...
-N.U
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 11:01 PM UTC
Everyday i think about how I should hate you.
But no.
I just cant.
Should'nt you be the one hurting?
Isnt this all your fault?
You caused this.
You're the reason for my sleepless nights,
My pain...
Yet, i still cant hate you.
Not even after everything you put me through.
-N.U
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 10:39 PM UTC
And maybe that's the problem. Maybe we are just so focused on our darkness,
that we can't even see the hidden stars behind us. - n.u
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 10:14 PM UTC
I always feel so alone
No matter how many people I'm with nor how many people say they'll be there for me. I'll always feel that emptiness inside, where I know no one really cares for me.
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC
The words all jumbled in my head
I can't say what I truly want to
Too much is happening in my mind
All the memories
All that was said
I guess all I'm really trying to say is that I still love you...
I'm so sorry I had to ruin things.
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 3:03 AM UTC
The worst part is that
this all stopped because of me
It was all my fault
All because of one mistake
One mistake I made
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 2:56 AM UTC
2:33 & here I am
Thinking back at what we had
It was like no other
The best I ever had
The best we ever had
You've been on my mind a lot now
Don't seem to know why
It's been so long
I just can't seem to let you go yet
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 2:33 AM UTC