With dreams comes nightmares , and thoughts come dreams , life is a dream is it not ? one day you won't wake up , are we even awake ? Is life just one big dream with the ocassional nightmare ? I mean you do make life the way you want it ..... Eventually .... But for now you just keep dreaming thinking everything is fine , untill .... One night you wake up to an old dream , an old memory , a sad memory you thought mabey was gone , s good sleep woken up by a great memory to be shattered into sadness when your eyes meet the day light , is the dream the best part of life , to see what you want what you used to have , love , touch , smell ,or is it the now the new views , people lifestyle , what is better people ask , the response its different , undiscribeable , just different , nothigng is that similar if anything at all new towns , new states , west and east , sunrise to sunset , the thoughts end the dreams , the goals and the memories , the past and the future are what make who you are from yesterday to today, the past is missed but the now is today so what will my next day bring , who knows but I'm excited for everyday !
Aug 29, 2013
Aug 29, 2013 at 4:09 AM UTC
The thought of you almost makes me cry ,knowing I might not ever see you again , the thought of loseing you to someone else , not knowing what is gonna happen in the future, going back to memories just to be happy because none are being made, holding you in my arms untill I fall asleep, kissing your sweet lips everytime I had the chance , just seeing your face puts a smile on my face, the thought of you driveing away for the last time ..... heart breaking, knowing you won't find better dosent help the situation of you in my thoughts, familys and school causeing us to be appart, my dreams leave me lonley in the mornings because you are gone, the thought of my first love drifting into the western sunset while I sit her on the darkside of the moon trying to find insperation to cross to the otherside is like a rough rollacoster ride, the thought of you makes me feel nanny differnt ways .....
Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 11:06 PM UTC
Feeling empty like a car out of gas , can't even putter around anymore , done like like a man in jail , sitting in my ****** apartment letting my mind go in a million directions , I feel as if I'm missing a pice to a puzzle , just gone , can't froget about it like your first day of school , your first kiss ,or the day I first saw you , still sitting in my hell hole of an appartment alone with nothing but memories from the past the " good ole days " to soon to say hi again , still feeling the spark so a hello and good by was the time to soon to say hi the awkward moment of silnce following , as the spark walks away for the fire to be not lit , ,I love you and I can't stop your always there , as a pitied sits on a wall i, I can't get sleep tonight eventhough I know everything will be alright .... This empty feeling *****
Jul 30, 2013
Jul 30, 2013 at 1:00 AM UTC
why? Why are you in my dreams every night every day I can't stop thinking of you you're always there, I opean my eyes and your'e gone I close my eyes and there you are making me the happiest person alive but then again I wake up and you're not there and it kills me , I feel lonely sad , depressed, and confused I don't know what to do all these thoughts in my head, these memories, I'm just lost I miss everything about you everything we had , it hasn't even been a week and I'm still a mess it's almost a week one day shy, just like tomorrow's night sky it will be beautiful I guarantee , just like you , and that's all I see , eveywhere I look I see you , I'm hypnotize like biggie smalls , and confused like jimmy Hendrix , I don't know what to do, all I can do is think about you , what am I going to do when your gone 2000 miles away on the west coast , am I gonna be okay or will this keep happening, you haunting me in my dreams , me thinking of you so that happens, why does this happen? everyone says I can do better , but there is no better to me you are the best , you understand me , I understand you what's better than that when we don't argue , maybe once or twice and 10 half months that's pretty solid if you ask me, no love can never be as strong as we were once meant to be , but we are different and we stuck through so much I don't understand what happend to us , we were strong and then weak and we lost each other in less than a week , that's all it took 10 months so strong as one week to break it down so we are no longer one. But. Two seperate for now like the west and east, so far , but as friend we are as close as ever before , so what is to come in this journy of life , ... Love ? ....Happiness ?.... A new beginning ..? Who knows except you ... You don't even know , .. time knows , but time can't speak only the people can , and that's what makes time , time is voice , not silence and that's why you haunt my , dreams well .... So I think , how long will I be haunted ?? I guess as long as I think of it ,,, how long will that last ahhhhhhhh I hate time I wish I could just know, but I can't do for now i still love you , and that's all I can do as long as you haunt my dreams
Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 4:04 AM UTC
Thinking about her , everyday and everynight , its like being followed , I try so much to get her off my mind , but I can't , she is just there , everything I do reminds me of her , when I sleep she is in my dreams , when I'm awake I wonder how she is , I miss her company , her by my side , the sound of her laugh , the sight of her smile , both beautiful things like herself , I just can't stop , I wish I could just fly away , both of us and be together , but its impossible , mehhh ..... She's all I can think about , maybe its because I felt love , I knew it was gonna end , but I loved her and wanted to make it last , and it did bit now I'm broke like an old record , what do I do , everygirl I see I want them to be her , I miss her , just everything about her , the memories just keep flowing through my mind like a raging river , the photos I see make me smile , I look so happy , from haveing the best birthday in the last 5 years , to looking at the photo we last took togather , I'm excited to see her again but also nervouse I wonder if she misses me , or if she dosent even think of me , I don't know anymore , I just want time to play its game faster so mabey one day ill end up with her or I won't.... , I just want to know and I can't stop thinking I miss her ....
Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 11:37 PM UTC
My heart broken like glass , eyes red as solo cups , and the tears of a waterfall , ..... My love has left , I sit and sob on the bed , looking through pictures to try and froget , but ... That just makes the tears flow again ... What do I do ?,... My mind twisting with thoughts as a tornado ripping through a old southern home , here I am still crying , over the girl I fell in love with , you might say you can't fall in love at first sight , I used to think that way before I laid my eyes on this beautiful women , I just felt something and I dident even know her name , I was crazy to think she would like me back , ha ha good thought , but she did and she changed my life , thankyou , thankyou for everything ,you are the greatest girl out there and whoever gets to swoop you off your feet is one hell of a luckly man ..... But than again I can live the hope life , thinking one day maybe we will end up togather again , like they say u never froget your first love .... Is that true ?? And if it is and both end up in a situation to be one again what would happen ? But you never know and you can't go on thinking about it ..... But .... if its ment to be it will happen and you just have to let time play its game and mabey it will be in favor of you , so for now I still sit and think knowing atleast we are still friends and that's what makes these last 10 almost 11 months so great is I.made a best friend out of it no matter what and that's the most important thing I love her and always will and nothing will ever change that and to this goodnight ! .... If I sleep ..............:
Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 2:05 AM UTC
I can't stop , can't stop thinking , about her , the feelings are real and they just don't go away , she's the greatest person alive , I mean no one is perfect but if there was a perfect she would be pretty dam close, I can't think of her leaveing , it drives me nuts , to know that soon she will be thousands of miles away , I'm in love with this girl , and my heart is slowly shattering knowing she is leaveing , why can't I handle this ? Or can I ? I'm so confused because real feelings don't just go away , real feelings make you feel like I do , happy , sad , confused , crazy , I don't understand love its the devil , at one moment your the happiest person alive and than your the saddest person alive , love is a game , where you try new thingshopeing to find the right one , trying to sadisfy yourself with victory , but you don't always win , love is great , love ***** , love is always good when its real , love is real , she is real and I love her , but I'm loseing her , the days are getting shorter and the nights not getting any longer , I wish I could just go with her , but we both need to try new people we are young , but I don't wanna try new people I have feelings and they are real , and real feelings don't just go away ! , but I have no choice and no say , mabey just mabey one day we will be together again but only time will tell if we are ment to be and I know my feelings are real and real feelings don't just go away
Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 1:23 AM UTC
When the wind of her breath reaches my skin I freeze , when the skin of this girl hits me I melt , when her words hit my ears its like the ocean waves crashing so calm and mellow , I can't think of anything better than her , when she leaves I feel alone , I feel empty , I love her , when I say it I mean it , I feel a spark , this spark is drifting , I'm confused , I don't want her to leave , but its what's best for her , that's all I want , is for her to be happy , even if we are both left sad for a while , being together now is what makes this love so strong , but in 40 days I'm gonna have to let go , I'm.gonna have to be alone , because that's what's best for her , I hope she dose well , I really do , and one day if its ment to be the spark will be lit and mabey one day just mabey we will be togather again , so for this last 40 days , I will make it memorbral , it will be one of the best 40 days of my life and mabey here's but all I can do.is try my best for the one I love !
Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 2:39 AM UTC
I love you by my side every minute of every day without you I'm nothing I could say , you're here with me now but later you're gone, so far away almost 3,000 miles away , all I can do is pray, just one day you'll be back with me by my side every second every day, because you're the greatest woman alive, I guess that's all I can say, no I'm not perfect and no one is, but the way you make me feel is perfect indeed, because when you're by my side nothing worries me, we have our ups and downs, but now we're strong and we always get along, even though lifes not perfect we seem to avoid the bumps and go the right way but soon the day will come where we both will go our separate ways, with you almost 3,000 miles and I hope we can make this work because you are the only girl I want in my life today
Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 1:48 AM UTC
This plant is green ,
This plant is beautiful ,
This plant is trouble ,
This plant is great ,
This plant is bad ,
This plant is colorful ,
This plant is strong ,
This plant has feelings,
This plant is illegal,
This plant is amazing,
This plant is **** ,
**** taste good ,
**** smells good ,
**** makes you feel good ,
**** is helpful ,
**** is smoked ,
**** is vaped,
**** is rolled up ,
**** is great ,
But its time to stop ,
**** you will be missed ,
**** it was fun ,
**** is great ,
**** is a plant!
Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 12:08 AM UTC