natasha-smith-3
American
Hey my name is Natasha and I live in Maine. My favorite music artists are Emimen and Lil Whayne. My favorite pass times are playing video games, reading, writing and mostly drawing. I would have to say all the pain that has happened in my life is what inspired me to write poetry. When I write its like I am pouring out my feelings on paper. My beliefs are that I will not let my troubles define me and I will not let anyone try to change me. I also have an account on pogo.com so if any of you want to friend me my profile is Rare Raven 619
Losing someone by death
Is not easier than
losing someone who never
even wanted you
I say this because if they
die at least you know
they loved you
This is why I try not
to love someone
For the fear of them
dying, of abandoning me
is too much for my
heart to take
Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC
You say that I should be ashamed of myself
Well I am only ashamed of being born
I think how easier your life would have been
If we never met
You would have not felt regret of having me
don't you see how free you would be
Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 8:00 AM UTC
You've heard the saying that there are two sides to every story
well mine has not been told
why dose there have to be two sides to only stories
why not souls
On the outside I look like stone on the inside I feel like a puppet being controled
by the two halves of my soul
What are they you might ask
well one looks happy
but the other transforms it into woe
You see this half harbours it's dispair and transforms everything into terrible emotions
knowing that if I let go of my anger then you think all is forgiven
Well I say hell no
I will never let go
Like I said there are two sides to every story and soul
it brings me happiness that mine was finally exposed
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 11:16 PM UTC
What is hate
Is it just like love
we think we know
but yet our feelings remain oblivious
Is hate just a stir of negative emotions
are love and hate so different
we cant live with just one you see
because in order for one to exist It has to have the other
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 12:11 AM UTC
What is love
Does it make your heart ache
You think he doesn't feel the same way
It is more than you can take
Even if your just friends
Your heart hurts when you see him with somebody else
Then you think in your head I wish that was me
Your heart yearns for his smile, his laughter, his touch
Knowing inside, that the fear of not being together
is far to much
Feb 11, 2014
Feb 11, 2014 at 12:56 PM UTC
To afraid to cry
To afraid to show you the feelings that I hide
But not afraid to die
To afraid to love
To afraid to show you the scars on my heart
Why am I afraid
When did this start
Feb 11, 2014
Feb 11, 2014 at 7:52 AM UTC
Do you ever wonder what it would be like to fly
Not in an airplane
But with your wings spread wide
I have
It would be nice not to fear high places
So you can fly above people
and see the look on their faces
Id go near the water close enough to touch
Then id soar in the sky
Id visit all sorts of places not giving a care
If this is what heaven feels like
Then i am so glad im there
Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 12:48 PM UTC
They first thing I notice when I look outside in the shield of night
Is the sky
How gently it carries its children
The moon, clounds and stars up high.
Carefull not to disturb them from their lullaby
How lucky up there it must be
careless loved and free
Yet I sigh thinking no one sung me a sweet song
Oh how I wish that was me
And wish no one done me wrong
Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 11:56 PM UTC
Can you hear my heart beat
Is it an empty hole
Filled with nothing but dispair
Is it a pitiful place to keep my sorrow
Can you see my eyes cry like that of a rainstorm
Like a ship out on sea then they capsize and everyone dies
Can't you see that I bleed like you
I know I have my own feelings
I'm just trying to concore my own demons
Then I can express my feelings
So if I am just like you
Then why do you hate me like you do
Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
I run deeper into the forest
I stumble and fall
Terrified
As the wolf approaches closer
Then the sun begins to rise
He changes into a man as he sheds his disuse
Love at first sight
As we glance in each others eyes
Then we lie in the forest
Till he has to run off in the night
Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC