the voice tells me i am
worthless
irrelevant
ugly
fat
stupid
some days i block out the voice
and i am happy
but some days i listen
i cry
i believe what the voice tells me
and i am sad
and each day
the voice gets louder
and stronger
the voice tells me to starve
to exercise
to purge
i listen
i obey
when i feel brave
i will rebel against the voice
i eat
and eat
and eat
and eat
until i am numb
unitil i do not hear the voice anymore
i feel free
out of control
the voice comes back now
the voice tells me
to stop
to purge
because i am fat
too fat
i want
to get rid of the voice
so badly
i want to be free
i want to be normal
help
me
Jun 9, 2013
Jun 9, 2013 at 11:28 AM UTC