I am
at heart
a graveyard girl
with tombstones as cracked as my ribs
and a heart
as cold as stone
I am
at heart
a rotting corpse
forever lost in this world
with an empty chest
and a decayed heart
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 1:29 AM UTC
I used to be the girl
who fell in love with boys
and cried when they broke my heart
But now I have an empty chest
And mascara is expensive
So I break theirs instead
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 1:26 AM UTC
You make poison taste so sweet
Every touch was a needle,
Injecting venom into my skin
Those parts of my body are now numb
Waiting for the antidote
I can feel it eating away my skin
The acid making my bones so weak
I dare not move from my bed
In fear of falling
Shattering into shards of chaotic after math
You've taken my last breath as your own
I am now the silhouette of a girl
The chalk outline engraved into the bed
So every lover after me will see the evidence
They will see the promises you whispered in my ear,
The daisies you planted in my mind
Only for me to find out they were weeds
The grew until my head was full
Then made their way to my heart
Constricting it
Suffocating it
Killing it
She will know of the venomous touch and your poisonous kiss
She will know the addict I became
And the withdrawal that killed me
Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 12:29 AM UTC
The only time I feel most in control of my life
is when I try to end it.
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 8:08 PM UTC
Would you be upset
if I found more comfort in my razors
than in your arms
Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 8:29 PM UTC
I am a prisoner in my own body
my mind tortured every night
unwanted memories flood back
remember to smile
They cut my hair and remove my colors
I am black and grey
I am emotionless
I have to smile
do not feel
do not show them anything
not the spark of hope that in 10 months you'll be free
not the burning desire for individuality
Don't forget that beautiful smile
Prove to them you can be a good girl
you can take all your medicine
and smile
always remember to smile
Do not dare show them any different
Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 8:26 PM UTC
Have you ever felt stuck
as if the sands of time are slipping through your fingertips
and as much as you try to grasp them
to take them back
you can't.
The wind carries them away,
leaving you stranded
deserted on an island of misery
and doubt.
Do you feel yourself slowly sinking
into the never ending abyss,
as if your island can't stay afloat any longer
and as much as you try
there is no boat coming to save you.
No matter how loud you yell,
you are alone
stranded
sinking
stuck.
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 10:45 PM UTC
Roses grew in the depth of her heart,
Daisies sprouted from her lungs.
Daffodils arose frome instide her stomache
and lillies formed on her tongue.
She spoke so sweetly,
innocent and kind.
But as this little girl grew up she found
That flowers will die.
and weeds will grow.
Feb 18, 2014
Feb 18, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
You broke me into such small pieces,
every shard,
with ever breath, still pierces me
it cuts my breath short,
and leaves me gasping for air
I am cut
I am broken
and also
now I am heartless
Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 7:22 PM UTC