My tears to the almighty
Are
Only white
Not colourless
Only heavy
Not salty
They don't flow
They freeze
They cannot be seen
Only heard
My tears to the almighty
Are
The songs
My heart sings for purity
The words
My pain writes for attention
Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 2:15 AM UTC
Today I'm wearing a short dress
So that you could pay more attention to my thighs and not my flaws
Jul 23, 2020
Jul 23, 2020 at 3:16 PM UTC
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The
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The music
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The music in my
The music in my h
The music in my he
The music in my he
The music in my hea
The music in my head
The music in my hea
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Tu
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Turn
Turne
Turned
Turned a
Turned al
Turned all
Turned all t
Turned all th
Turned all the
Turned all the w
Turned all the wa
Turned all the way
Turned all the way u
Turned all the way up
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Sadly, I've forgotten the melody
Jun 23, 2020
Jun 23, 2020 at 12:40 AM UTC
Hey there
I have a game
It is called victim
Let's play the victim game
Shall we?
I hope I win
May 11, 2020
May 11, 2020 at 8:39 AM UTC
like water
I poured myself into her until she was overflowing at the brim
like reinforced steel
I bridged my heart to hers and welded myself to her soul
like the sun
I filled myself with light to cover her darkness
like a blanket
I shielded her from the harsh world underneath the covers
like magnets
I orbited her aura until we inevitably collided
like a seed
I felt myself growing up from her
Then, like an idiot
I could tell she felt nothing.
May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 12:05 PM UTC
Been awkwardly deep lately
Been crying lately
Been checking out my eyes lately
Why are they always red lately?
Been hella insecure lately
Been trying to be better lately
Been trying so hard lately
Been checking out my eyes lately
Why are they always red lately?
Been missing dad lately
Been wondering if I made him proud lately
Been over thinking lately
Been over thinking lately
Been over thinking lately
Been checking out my eyes lately
Why are they always red lately?
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 12:31 PM UTC
Lonely
I am so lonely
I push everyone away
But I surely want you to stay
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 2:54 AM UTC
I ****** up
I ****** up
Dont tell them how you feel
They should not know how you feel
I ****** up
I ****** up
Don't get angry
It doesn't make sense
I ****** up
I ****** up
Don't cry
Poor volatile child
I ****** up
I ****** up
Go to sleep
It'll be better in the morning
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 3:50 PM UTC
You
With your words
The Knife.
You.
Me
Knowing and not knowing,
Afraid and clueless.
Me.
Us
A thing that used to be,
The dust on the mantle.
Us.
We
Will never be the same
The blood that was spilled across the floor.
We.
This crime scene filled with pain and sorrow and regret. The murderer and the victim one in the same—but also separate. Two hearts that both dance to the same miserable song.
Feb 26, 2020
Feb 26, 2020 at 9:06 AM UTC