I have no answers...
only speculation for the situations
the progression of the demise
The why
the when
the who and how
the what
I wish I knew
but I don't
so I go forth
one foot in front of the other
Questions aplenty
No answers at all to why
My Life is the way that it is
-(c) N LaTrice 8/72015
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 2:19 PM UTC
Welcome to My heart,
You beautifully tortured soul
I feel as if I am to Love You
Even though I barely know You
You want to save Me from hurt
and I want to save You from pain
the hurt and pain of Our pasts...
I can't let You go... not right now...
not right now.
(c) N LaTrice 4/2015
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 12:14 PM UTC
I had to secure My things
Locks and keys
those locks and keys
did not give Me true security
I was still robbed
and in now in utter disbelief,
I can now throw away the locks and keys...
and You can Rest in Peace
(c) N LaTrice 4/2015
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 12:11 PM UTC
You are one of them...
the main one... but,
one of them just the same
so, don't trip...
and don't ask... and I won't
just do what You came to do and go
no time to Love
no want for Love
at least that is
what Your mouth says...
so, I now treat You as You treat Me
I Love You
at least that is
what My mouth says
(c) N LaTrice 10/2014
Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 11:31 AM UTC
girl, *** is not love
it is time to Love Yourself
Let Love come to You
(c) N LaTrice 10/2014
Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 11:21 AM UTC
I have to
leave you
to wallow in your house
and fast fancy cars
your upper class misery
your self-inflicted loneliness
you are too damaged
to Love Me
and the Me of 42 is not
the her of 22
I can't settle
I won't settle for the
flighty and angry-
you
Blessed beyond measure -
you
hateful and hurting-
you
done dealing with that-
Me
Goodbye.
(c) N LaTrice
Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 11:18 AM UTC
the words I could use
to retaliate
but there is no need
(c) N LaTrice
Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
This is She
the One you shun
the weird and artistic one
now embracing My worth
My beauty
this is She
writer and maker of things
Lover of Peace
Mother
that's She
Good heart
full of gifts
blonde via bottle
bronzed
sun-kissed
by God'
still learning
student of Life and university
no refunds
no cheat sheets
Me
dig Me or don't
I am Her
This is She
the One
called
to speak and do and share
your loss
I am cool being Me
(c) N LaTrice
Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC
kiss My slowly there
this love I don't want to end
Our Love is special
(c) N LaTrice 2014
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 1:44 PM UTC
In My mind, he is all Mines
I am in Love with everything about him
This is not some new young puppy love
type of infatuation
Here We are this time older
some gray hairs
this time aches and pains
the *** and the laughter
are still the same
but better
I want all of him
all of the time
one day
maybe more
than this
part-time thing
the flutter in My heart is still there
the Love
still there
his **** voice
still makes Me lie still beside him
and just listen to him speak...
I enjoy this
but now need more than
this
But, until or if the time
ever comes that he realizes that he
is the only one for Me
I will
Live in and Love him in
the moments that I have
him in My presence
and when he is not
physically
here
My Love for him will be.
(c) N LaTrice 2014 31May
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 1:35 PM UTC