you picked your addiction over me
i wish you could see just what you used to be
and the effect your problem had on me
it feels like yesterday
before you broke down and left me
and found yourself in another bottle
i'm stuck here waiting for you to come up
there's just no luck
i'll wait
Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 10:34 PM UTC
i get home and end up on the floor
the same story as the night before
you think you have me figured out
you want to leave and i kind of want you to
i can deal without the judgement
i don't have a problem
i just want to finish this drink
i can stop
by why would i want to?
if you want to leave, then leave
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 2:52 PM UTC
you might not miss me
i miss my nails in your back
screaming out your name
Sep 17, 2016
Sep 17, 2016 at 11:02 PM UTC
My feelings were never true
Just in love with the idea
I just wasted your time
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 6:02 PM UTC
I always think it's over, until drunken nights when I beg to come over
You can smell the ***** on my breath
I sense the disappointment judging by the look on your face
I know how badly you crave the taste
You're sober
I know I'm going nowhere
But I always end up back in your bed
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 5:53 PM UTC
your eyes look like death
your hair is a mess
your touch feels desperate
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 5:43 PM UTC
Spill out lies about how much you hate me, but just last month you were spilling your guts about how much you loved me
You're a coward, and everyone will soon squirm once they can come to terms with your true identity
Your face is fading from my brain
You're a worthless memory
I don't miss the sound of your voice
and I certainly don't miss the sound of your teeth grinding in your sleep
I used to spend hours awake thinking you were the reason I wanted to breathe
But now you're the very reason I want to stop breathing
You're nothing to me
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 10:14 PM UTC
Maybe there’s a lot more wrong with me than I can see
Can someone please tell me what’s wrong with me
It’s getting harder to breathe
It’s getting harder to see
It’s getting harder to understand the world around me
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 10:10 PM UTC
My heart hasn't been okay since May, and you broke it again in August
To you, I was a joke and you couldn't wait to make me choke on every meaningless word you spoke, and every fake smile you shot in my direction
I'm trapped watching you and your new love
She could have been me, and we could have been happy
If I just ******* let you in
Maybe we could actually be more than the boundary I put up to keep you away
It may have not been love, and I know it wasn't enough
I just want you to know you're still imprinted in my head like the tattoo on your chest
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 10:07 PM UTC
I wake up early in the morning, but don’t bother leaving my bed
The mess inside my head effects my legs
It feels like I’m tied to the bed, but I don’t mind
It’s almost time to go to bed again
And I’m ready for bed
Because it’s not like I left it today anyways
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 10:01 PM UTC