mr-vilakazi - Hello Poetry

Bummed out close to a relapse, Never been to rehab i only handle my addictions by passing out, Right now i need something to ingest **** it even if i regress i just need a moment out of this deep stress, ***** a mess if i burn out I'll be at my best close to death so there's no worse test.

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Apr 13, 2015

Apr 13, 2015 at 6:14 AM UTC

mr-vilakazi

Bummed

Bummed out close to a relapse, Never been to rehab i only handle my addictions by passing out, Right now i need something to ingest **** it even if i regress i just need a moment out of this deep stress, ***** a mess if i burn out I'll be at my best close to death so there's no worse test.

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Bummed out close to a relapse, Never been to rehab i only handle my addictions by passing out, Right now i need something to ingest **** it even if i regress i just need a moment out of this deep stress, ***** a mess if i burn out I'll be at my best close to death so there's no worse test.

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Apr 13, 2015

Apr 13, 2015 at 6:14 AM UTC

mr-vilakazi

Bummed

Bummed out close to a relapse, Never been to rehab i only handle my addictions by passing out, Right now i need something to ingest **** it even if i regress i just need a moment out of this deep stress, ***** a mess if i burn out I'll be at my best close to death so there's no worse test.

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I watch silently as shadows of your memory slow dance in all the hallow, often lonely spaces of my mind!

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Apr 3, 2015

Apr 3, 2015 at 5:39 PM UTC

mr-vilakazi

When I day dream

I watch silently as shadows of your memory slow dance in all the hallow, often lonely spaces of my mind!

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Can we fast foward to death? Things only seem to matter after the end Even so only momentarily till the next Can we fast forward to death? Family Friendship Love and all other relationships Left to burn out after death. It all has no meaning Humanity always moves on Every death is a new beginning Always something new to be given meanin Time does not truly exist Love does not last forever No *** of gold at the end of a rainbow Nothing really matters Moments are illusions Feelings mere delusions To it all only one solution Death the perfect conclusion Everything is abstract Everything is creating in our minds What one sees is an interpretation of what one thinks So save me the grief And allow me to leave in peace with this piece of mind.

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Apr 2, 2015

Apr 2, 2015 at 5:52 AM UTC

mr-vilakazi

Can I Die now? ( Formally death becomes me)

Can we fast foward to death? Things only seem to matter after the end Even so only momentarily till the next Can we fast forward to death? Family Friendship Love and all other relationships Left to burn out after death. It all has no meaning Humanity always moves on Every death is a new beginning Always something new to be given meanin Time does not truly exist Love does not last forever No *** of gold at the end of a rainbow Nothing really matters Moments are illusions Feelings mere delusions To it all only one solution Death the perfect conclusion Everything is abstract Everything is creating in our minds What one sees is an interpretation of what one thinks So save me the grief And allow me to leave in peace with this piece of mind.

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Lights off again, Eskoms at fault again Battery on a low, Candles almost blown, Nothing to calm my thoughts So they wonder and explore, Places in my head i usually ignore, Secretes and feelings kept deep inside my head, Thinking of me makes feel dead, Quiet but the neighbours generator is loud, Not really a problem my own thoughts are to loud, Times like these i miss being in a cloud, Just high and proud, In a state of ignorance where it is indeed bliss At peace let nothing make a sound.

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Apr 1, 2015

Apr 1, 2015 at 8:17 PM UTC

mr-vilakazi

Right Now

Lights off again, Eskoms at fault again Battery on a low, Candles almost blown, Nothing to calm my thoughts So they wonder and explore, Places in my head i usually ignore, Secretes and feelings kept deep inside my head, Thinking of me makes feel dead, Quiet but the neighbours generator is loud, Not really a problem my own thoughts are to loud, Times like these i miss being in a cloud, Just high and proud, In a state of ignorance where it is indeed bliss At peace let nothing make a sound.

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