I hate you.
I need you.
You make me sick.
but
Im addicted
all it took was one hit
now I
I can't let you go.
Your breath is the sweetest.
Your eyes stab into my soul.
You have became my
Beautiful nightmare.
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Oct 3, 2012
Oct 3, 2012 at 10:24 AM UTC
Oh mommy and daddy.
what can i say.
thanks for the scars
Thanks for the pain.
Emptey stomachs
Your no where to be found.
Mommys at the bar.
daddy passed out.
Oh mommy and daddy
Why can't you understand
you made me this way
i bet your oh so proud.
Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 10:28 AM UTC
Heart racing.
Your screams thunder through the room.
Is it going to happen now?
How about now?
Bracing myself for the blow.
All i can do is wait.
cornered and helpless
i thought you loved me.
here it come.
one.
two.
three.
Three times.
This isn't love
Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 1:28 PM UTC
The first cut is the sweetest.
second one hurts.
the third is numb.
carve my message in my leg
no one will see
but me.
lay in the tub as it fills with water
and blood.
tonight is the night.
notes to the one i loved on the counter
Im sorry
Drop the dryer in the tub.
fly away.
fly away and be free....
Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 12:20 PM UTC
The burning of the smoke in my throat excites me.
i know here soon ill not have a care in the world.
i can feel the base of the music in my chest.
Puff puff pass.
puff puff pass.
i sway to the music and giggle at the lyrics.
crush it up nice and good.
inhale the powder through my nose to get the high i really want
take a shot to wash down the awful taste
sit back and drift in and out of reality.
Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 12:06 PM UTC
i lie awake thinking of you.
Numb with the emptiness of my soul.
i no longer cry, for that is weak.
no need to scream, no one to listin.
gotta stay strong.
no one can see my pain.
all i can think is....
why can't you love me?
why.....?
Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 11:03 AM UTC