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morbid_desiress
morbid_desiress
19/F/Pergatory Just another dark soul with a melancholy heart, expressing the depths of my unforgiving ocean with the world through poetry.
I have no outlet I have no place to run No one to talk to No one to hug I feel so alone now Just myself and the trees And though they’re alive They’ll say nothing to me I feel like I’m filling Up, up to my top I feel like I’m full But the filling won’t stop I just want a friend I can talk to with ease I can say anything to Anything that I please But instead I’m alone And I fill myself up With words and feelings I want to speak but cannot Instead I have no one Just myself and the trees And though they’re alive They say nothing for me
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Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 8:20 PM UTC
Just myself and The trees
Someone is stabbing my chest. Anxiety in its finest, it never does rest. All it does is just count my regrets. I’m overwhelmed by the past, I just want to forget. Please, just take me away. Promise you’ll leave. Please, don’t promise you’ll stay. You know it’s the truth, you know you’ll leave. And it’s me who will suddenly stop to believe. You can’t do this to me. Having me dream of everything that we could be. I’m falling apart, you’re my every need. Weeds choking me out, and you planted the seed. Please, save me from this. Don’t allow me to live to know an everlasting bliss. Instead of saving me, you’ll **** my heart and my soul. Then cover me in dirt after I’ve fallen in your hole. I’ve fell to your traps, you conniving crook. I should’ve know that your smile was the greatest hook. Drawing me closer to you, more then more, Til suddenly it’s only you I’ll adore. You’re a heart and soul thief. Goodbye to my being, hello to the grief. The grief of our lost existence, But of course, I’ll still love you with persistence. Who said love is fair? To love, I don’t matter. No, love doesn’t care. All you do to me is take, And your love for me is fake. It’s a disguise. Now I’m stuck here staring at your eyes. In admiration, Or should I say, it’s devastation. I’m devastated, But as much as I want to, I can’t look at you with hatred. I guess falling to my knees for you was merely my fate. And I can’t try to escape, for I fear it’s much too late.
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Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 8:46 AM UTC
Anxiety In It’s Finest
Someone is stabbing my chest. Anxiety in its finest, it never does rest. All it does is just count my regrets. I’m overwhelmed by the past, I just want to forget. Please, just take me away. Promise you’ll leave. Please, don’t promise you’ll stay. You know it’s the truth, you know you’ll leave. And it’s me who will suddenly stop to believe. You can’t do this to me. Having me dream of everything that we could be. I’m falling apart, you’re my every need. Weeds choking me out, and you planted the seed. Please, save me from this. Don’t allow me to live to know an everlasting bliss. Instead of saving me, you’ll **** my heart and my soul. Then cover me in dirt after I’ve fallen in your hole. I’ve fell to your traps, you conniving crook. I should’ve know that your smile was the greatest hook. Drawing me closer to you, more then more, Til suddenly it’s only you I’ll adore. You’re a heart and soul thief. Goodbye to my being, hello to the grief. The grief of our lost existence, But of course, I’ll still love you with persistence. Who said love is fair? To love, I don’t matter. No, love doesn’t care. All you do to me is take, And your love for me is fake. It’s a disguise. Now I’m stuck here staring at your eyes. In admiration, Or should I say, it’s devastation. I’m devastated, But as much as I want to, I can’t look at you with hatred. I guess falling to my knees for you was merely my fate. And I can’t try to escape, for I fear it’s much too late.
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