you're drawn to my gaze
realizing it leads to your face
you say my name
but my head is in another place
far away from here
lost somewhere in time
lost somewhere in space
I day dream of a warm embrace
a man who will make my heart race
who will be gentle and kind
my eyes are on you
but you're nowhere near my mind
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 11:38 PM UTC
I treated you a lot like
I treated alcohol
I tried you once and
At first I wasn't too sure about you
Then I took another sip.
I decided I liked the
Warmness you made me feel sliding
Down my throat and in my stomache.
I thought I could handle you,
Boy was I wrong.
But I couldn't get enough
So I tried you again and again
I could never get enough
Or so I thought
You made me feel different,
Not like myself and I liked that
Then all at once
You made my head hurt
And I didn't know what was going on.
After that I decided you were not a good idea.
But I found myself trying you again,
Despite the fact that I knew
You were no good for me,
Enduring the pain you cause me
Just to feel the way only you made me feel
And here I am today
Wanting, craving you yet again
I know you're no good for me
So why can't I stop th(dr)inking about you?
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 7:37 PM UTC
I miss you bigger than any planner in the galaxy
You are the sole cause of my insanity
Running through my mind
As much as the sun does shine.
And when the day turns to night
I see you when my dreams take flight
I miss you more than there are fish in the sea
More than there are leaves on a tree
More than there are stars in the night sky
More than I have reasons why
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 9:17 PM UTC
One minute
That's all it took
After one minute of being with you
I was absolutely hooked.
One smile
That's all I needed
To know I had to see that smile again
I was 100% addicted.
Your laugh is the only drug
I've ever taken,
The only high I've ever been on.
And if I could,
I'd inject you right into my bloodstream.
My parents warned me about
The men that would steal the keys to my car
But never about the men
That would steal the keys to my heart
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 12:16 AM UTC
whos gonna be there
when youre crying in your underwear
when you should be fast asleep
but your thoughts are just too deep
your friends dont care
you send up a prayer
whos gonna be there
whos gonna help you
when you dont know what to do
when you cant think clearly
and you miss him dearly
youre not thinking things through
you dont know but you always knew
whos gonna help you
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
hidden smiles
and stolen glances
i was never one for romances
confused feelings
and sporadic lust
you were never one to trust
eyes look down
when you walk past
we were never one to last
wanted to make plans
but you were never free
you were not the one for me
reminiscing thoughts
flashbacks of words you would say
why do i still feel this way
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 9:20 PM UTC
she's searching for something to clear her mind
a clear bottle is what she did find
she didn't want to resort to liquor
but she wants more
her words are slurred
her vision is blurred
but her sadness is cured
she forgot all of her problems
the bottles solved 'em
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 9:41 PM UTC
forbidden lovers is what we were
"i miss you" he said in a drunken slur
he's no good for me,
i'd tell myself repeatedly.
but of course, i didn't listen
weeks passed and we slowly drifted.
i've forgotten the way you say my name
all these insecurities and you're the blame.
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 9:15 PM UTC
When do they stop,
The things inside?
I keep running
But I can't hide.
Mar 3, 2014
Mar 3, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
oh how i wanted
to relieve my pain
with one simple slash
upon my pale skin
below my wrist
next to those blue veins
but i couldn't,
just couldn't bear the pain
so instead i'd
drown in my thoughts,
oh how unbearable they could be,
and i'd willow in self pity
with nothing but tears surrounding me
and hope some one would notice
and maybe come to save me.
Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 7:02 PM UTC