I like the way you smile
I love the way you taste
I adore the way you look at me
I hate that your not mine
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 9:02 AM UTC
Life is a
Beautiful lie
And death is
The ugly truth
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 9:02 AM UTC
Lost in the Forrest of my own mind
Trying to find the trail I left behind
Trying to find where it all began
But still I search only to find myself
Wondering deeper into the chaos
My self hatred created.
I came looking for answers
But all I found is why I
Questioned my very existence
Still I feel hollow
Still I feel trapped
Still I feel empty
Still I feel collapsed
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 9:02 AM UTC
You know your things are bad when even poetry won't help
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 9:02 AM UTC
Why do you always
Reignite the fight
Shoot me down when I'm in flight
And then hide your cruelty out of sight
In a harsh attempt that I might
Just give in
To every sin
Just for the pleasure you'll win
You're Evil and corrupt
You have a demon within
You smile at the scars on my skin
And you don't stop
till the light in my eyes
Becomes dim
Then bring me back from the brink
And make my heart sink
I fall so hard I can't even think
About the pain you caused previously
I can't help that your smile
means so much to me
I just wish everyone would see
That you may be a devil inside
But your always my girl to me.
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 9:01 AM UTC
So lets start with rejection
And how it turns to obsession
the need and greed to find
a soul willing to stay
without needing to pray
they wont fade
so you know happiness won't be delayed
anymore and the time you've spent looking
wont eventually turn to a family booking
a sibling or sons funeral
hoping it doesnt turn communal
because the family doesnt want them all to know
you weren't strong enough
to stand up and show your pain inside
and they weren't there to find the signs
they wish you'd left behind
so lets end with acceptance
and how it turns to repentance
of the life you were given
and the fact you emptied your veins
to rid your body of all the names
of the people you thought you new
and knowing that no matter what you do
it just isn't enough for you to find a reason
to smile anymore, this is my closure
this is my end, this is a letter i wrote
to my friend, this is the start
of my design of how my end
will be defined
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 9:01 AM UTC