I sat in a cafe one morning
held a latte with my cold hands
I stared out the window
to watch the white crystals
falling from the sky
most people take advantage of them
some even despise them
snowflakes
all varied and unique
they fall to the ground and join with the rest
that's what happens to us
we let society shape us
we once differed from each other
had our own personalities
but we lost those charms
when we decided to follow society
to do what everyone does
the snowflakes have no choice
gravity pulls them down
to lose their charm
but we have all the choices to make
to stay beautiful
and unique
-m.e.
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 10:32 AM UTC
I'm afraid that I can't find anyone
I've been searching for the right one
I've been playing this game for too long now
I learned not too get my hopes up
since every bliss and moments with you
just leads to a million stars shattering
maybe we're meant to love each other
but not be together
and the sad thing is
I actually believed you were the one
I desired to be in your arms
I longed to get lost in your silver eyes
even my friends noticed
how you acted different with me
everything was enchanted and euphoric
but that's just the thing
nothing is meant to last when it comes to me
and love
-m.k.
Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 10:57 PM UTC
there's one thing I always forget to do
that makes me regret the years
I forget to live in the moment
paranoid and anxious
spending now worrying about the future
loving summer when it's winter
loving winter during summer
not savoring the happiness
and letting it slip by
but I don't live in the moment
I'm always dwelling in the past
when I can make things right instead
always planning what to do
when I can be doing it instead
if I lived in the moment
I would be productive
I would live life to the fullest
I would be much happier
Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 9:43 PM UTC
A voice in my head often whispers, "I give up, who cares?"
But of course I would feel this way
A part of me doesn't get why I try so hard
With the apathetic people around me,
I'm slowly losing purpose and reason for trying
What's the point?
Because when I give a ****
I except others to give more than a blank stare
And I hope I keep trying, aspiring
For in the future, I'll be deserving and I'll take commends
Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 9:41 PM UTC
I stand here lost
wondering what I've done
to make others
despise me
I think back to
the mistakes I've made
the fights I've fought
and my chaotic life
What have I done
I'm so obscure
cause they say I'm innocent
but they treat me like the opposite
It seems like I get blamed
for doing what the crowd does
for following my own beliefs
what am I supposed to do
I'm the definition
of what people desire to be
yet I feel like
I'm unwanted
the worst part is
I'm not sure what I'm doing
all I know is that
*I'm ******** up*
Nov 29, 2013
Nov 29, 2013 at 8:08 PM UTC
These days I've been watching you
But from a different point of view
I hear the sound of your laughter
It seems I'm falling for you faster
I can see through your i don't cares
And how much you're defying
I can't get you out of my head
Cause I'm not even trying
Everyone would think I'm crazy
But they don't know the real you
Looking past your negatives
Swept off my feet by your positives
And here I can name all your perks
While everyone calls you a ****
But I only ask one thing from you
Please dont be in love with someone else
Nov 29, 2013
Nov 29, 2013 at 3:46 PM UTC
He's not what others portray
I saw his real self today
As I looked through his eyes
Beneath his disguise
I concieved a different aura
One I've never discerned
It was enchanting like dawn
Forever let on
Known as dangerous and sovereign
But this morning was foreign
Beneath his piercing words, actions
He's longing to be
Like others with glee
To be known as an equal
Even just for a twinkle
Without the presence of the crowd
Of him, I am proud
Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 2:51 PM UTC
I've never felt the melancholy of being broken hearted
I've never cried because things ended before they started
I've never had my heart shattered by a **** I once loved
I've never been preciously owned then suddenly shoved
I've never regretted wasting time for someone not worth it
I'm still a finished puzzle, never been incomplete
Feeling fortunate and desiring both at heart's beat
Craving to call someone mine and feel revocable by love
It's typical to be jealous of others ambiences
Especially if behind every sorrow is happiness
But love is an obstacle and with every obstacle is a reward
The strength to keep going and ambitiously move forward
So am I lucky, is this just a phase?
Or is love something I've been missing out on?
Oct 26, 2013
Oct 26, 2013 at 9:13 PM UTC