i'm like a flower in the night sky
i am wide awake
when i shouldn't be
i feel dim
when i should sing
but i am beautiful
i am a flower in the night sky
but i live for myself
not for anyone else
therefore i am beautiful
when im all to myself
so its hard to believe
when someone else sees me
as a flower in the night sky
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 7:16 PM UTC
Touch me
feel me
in the most innocent way
use your fingers correctly
on my skin
on my heart
make me feel like a light
the brightest one you've seen
and if you cant remember
just think of LSD
make me feel like love
direct me to my dreams
guide me to my misfortune
and make me love every second of it
make me an addict
of your touch
make me go to a different place
when you look at me
like an electric feel
like a wave
of love
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 7:02 PM UTC
this is the end
but only the beginning
of newly expressed feelings
if it's not in my brain it's in my head
it never seems to stop
i can't make it stop
time doesn't help
i can't seem to forget
the reflection of the light
shining on your face
that october night
it wasn't very cold
only my hands on your face
and my heart in your hands
i will never understand
what's there to expect
i just met your needs
And you then left so quick
december came
everything fell
fall was already over
i cant seem to forget
the moonlight
shining on your face
i wondered where we stood
if we even had a place
but the only place you'd like to see me
Was not only in your bed
But under you as well
Oh it's been too long
I cant seem to feel
and i can't seem to forget
The exact way that i felt
Or the smell of leather red seats
Where my heart skipped three beats
Maybe the back of your car
Just wasn't good for me
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 6:47 PM UTC
isnt it funny
How poetry is so beautiful
But the only way to write it
Is when youre in pain
but when youre in love
The words dont fit quite as well
Isnt it strage
that such beautiful things
Come out people
that are not quite so beautiful
Inside
Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 2:01 AM UTC
I feel sick to my stomach
When there's someone new
And its not you
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 12:24 AM UTC
the pure magic i feel
When you lay your fingers on me
Not the magic id ever expect to feel
And the beautiful sounds you make
When me hips move
In such a perfect rhythm
You are a singer
So you know every song i sing
When your fingers are telling me
Wich note to hit
But when im pleasing you
You ask me if im a dancer
And im not
But you still wonder
How i move so smooth
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 2:22 AM UTC
you begin to tell me
Your thoughts
You tell me im the best youve ever had
And i freeze
Because i never think this would be
All those times I couldn't sleep
Wondering if i was good enough
And look how the tables have turned
Oh i shouldve known they always turn
You want more of me
And you cant resist
But since the tables turned
Might as well stay away
Im sorry i make you feel so good
Im sorry you cant resist
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 2:15 AM UTC
the irony begins again
Im sitting in the back of your car
For the fith time around but only this time its different
Because you asked me if ive ever been in love
I laugh
The irony fills my throat
Ties it into a knot
Because i look at you
And i cant quite explain
That you are the person ive ever loved
And you are the person whos ever hurt me
To the point i couldnt breathe
But i look at you and i swallow those thoughts
Because you can never know
You were the one who started
This fire inside me
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 2:10 AM UTC
Our lips were never not touching
Our bodies were never apart
I could feel your cold hands all over my body
Your eyes focused on my chest
Those hands with no good intentions
Were all over my face
I made a promise to myself
To give you what youve been missing
And **** right i did
Even you whispered
And admited
I was in fact the best youve ever had
I couldve said the same
But you came late to the game
The drugs had already taken over my head
The only thing I remember you said clearly
Was that you felt so guilty
Because i was 15 and you was 19.
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 7:15 PM UTC
So this is how it continues
You want more of me
You finally decided
To continue this excitement
Hmm too bad i was over you
But this time ill meet you
And ill give you what youve been missing
But this time ill leave you
and it will be my story
All over again
But you will be the one living it
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 10:34 AM UTC