Soulmates....do not end
Breathless wordless
Cold
That is how he left me
He was my mountain
But I am alone in the river again
My thoughts beating against the rocks of my mind
My hearts painful wailing against my ribcage
A last hug goodbye
The aching scream of silence
Raging storms of knowing
Why do i test myself thus
Why must I always dip a toe N the water
N believe such sweet tongues
Words are evreything
Words n emotions
N now I trust neither
Snakes twisting about
Ready to strike
Passion is a sea I am drowning in
I am dying in it
Choking n spitting out parts of myself
That should remain against the cool dark bottom
I gave you my breath
You were my sun...my shield...my protection
Or so you said
While holding me under.
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 11:21 PM UTC
what does not give enough,
has no return value,
n I worthless......
locked in prisons of my own making,
arms crossed,
I defy my love.....
I do not sing....
I do not write....
I sit n rot with the other fruits
collecting flys.....
sometimes,,,,,,
I feel myself....
reaching........
searching......
finding ............
holding............
n keeping............
things that would be better released......
thinking
that which does not give....
has no return value......
Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 9:08 PM UTC